I'm not over you yet.
Sometimes I look at you and you don't look back, when I speak to you I get silence. Well, I hate to say it but I made a mistake. I want you back badly but obviously you don't feel the same way anymore. I remember when I first met you. We sat at the same table. We made idle talk and became friends. You were asked who you liked and you told my friend it was me. She told my whole lunch table and I told you how I felt. We were boyfriend and girlfriend forever and ever. An entire year later we both had second thoughts. It was not going both ways anymore. Sometimes you showed more love and sometimes I loved you more. But it seems as though that was when, we both realized that we were falling apart. I wish it wasn't so because I wasn't ready to give you up and I am not even now, about 6 months after breakup and I can't let you go. Every time I see you, my stomach does flips and my heart beats faster. I wish we could start over, but you said no. I guess this is goodbye forever.
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Thinking Aloud
CasualeThese are just passing thoughts that cross through my mind, some are detailed descriptions of what happened throughout my day, what I feel about others, and even just thoughts that I can't let go.
