"I'm not a freak..." ||Depressed!Momo x Jirou||

This is the only way

Btw I made that drawing, you may yours it to your liking but CREDIT ME IF YOU DO!

I gently slipped out of Jirou's hug, creating a piece of paper and a pen so I didn't have to open my drawer. I had to make this quick before Jirou woke up. I stood near the door to the balcony, and wrote an apology and a confession.

Dear 1-A,
     I just want to say, I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do. Well, did. Sorry for being a burden, sorry for being annoying, sorry for being just another problem. I hope this is what you want. Please don't be sad, because this is the right thing to do. I realize it now.

Please remember that you had nothing to do with this. You were all the greatest of friends. I will remember you all. I hope you all make it as heroes, well known ones. Please live your lives, love someone, become successful, just have a happy life with me as a faint memory in the back of your head. This is the only way to make things right.

Sincerely,
         Momo Yaoyorozu

I kissed Jirou's forehead, and opened the door to the balcony. I looked down the 3 long stories. That should be enough. I took off my shoes, and folded the note up, putting it inside my right shoe. After I climbed over the bars and was leaning forward, holding onto the bars Jirou opened the door. "Momo!! Please, stop! Get back onto the balcony! Don't do this!" she begged. I looked at her with tears sliding down my face. "I love you, Jirou," I said with a smile, and let go. "NO!!!" I heard Jirou scream. I waited for the sweet freedom of death. The whole way down, I was smiling. Everything went black.

I hazily woke up in an ambulance. "She's back," a doctor said to another nurse. "Miss, can you tell me your name?" I'm not dead? "M-Momo... Yaoyorozu," I said weakly. I heard rapid beeping from a machine I must've been hooked up to. "We're losing her," she said with the slightest panic in her voice. "Yaoyorozu, stay with us, listen to my voice. Stay awake for us..." was all I heard before I blacked out again.

I woke up again, but instead of the back of an ambulance, I was surrounded by white. Am I dead now? I wondered. Once my eyes adjusted, I realized that I was in a hospital, and Jirou was by my side. I also noticed the beeping of a machine, probably monitoring my heart rate. Jirou noticed me looking around and gasped. "You're awake!" She exclaimed before attacking me with a hug. "Miss Jirou, please take caution, she has a broken arm," a nurse warned her. "Sorry," she said, letting me go. My heart rate went up a bit when she hugged me. I could tell because the beeping got slightly faster. "How could you do that?" She said, about to cry. "I'm sorry," I said, immediately hit with guilt. "I thought it was the only way..." The nurse left, and I trailed off, before talking again. "A-about what I said before I... you know," I started. "Yes, about that, I'm really sorry. I understand if you hate me." Jirou chuckled. "Momo, how could I hate you? I... I love you too..." she said, blushing. I couldn't believe it. Jirou, the coolest girl in existence, liking me?

Suddenly, she took my face and kissed me. I was surprised by it, but kissed back. "I-I'm sorry, I didn't ask to do that," Jirou apologized. "No, no, it's okay, I liked it..." I said. She kissed me again, and this time, it was more passionate than before.

There was a knock on the door, and we quickly stopped kissing. A nurse came in with all of the girls from 1-A. "Yaomomo, you're awake!" Mina exclaimed, running over to me, hugging me gently. Everyone else looked at me with tears in their eyes. "We were so worried," Hagakure said. "And we missed you a lot," Uraraka added. "Huh? How long was I not awake?" I asked. Everyone hesitated. "...two weeks..." Tsuyu said. TWO WEEKS?! "Oh my god..." I said in disbelief. "Anyway, we wanted to tell you, you're not annoying at all, or anything. You're our best friend, and the class mom might I add," Mina said. "We'll always care about you." "Aaagh, Mina!" I said. "You're making me cry!" Everyone came over to me and gently group hugged me.

The nurse checked my pulse, changed my IV bag, and all the other things. We all talked for hours. "Oh, by the way, we got you this to occupy yourself! We all saw you drawing a lot. It was Hagakure's idea," Tsuyu said, pulling out bag. "Open it!" Mina said, giggling. Inside was a marker pack, pencil box, art pencil, eraser, color blender, white highlighter, and drawing paper. They were all the good brands. "Oh my god, thank you, guys!" I said, hugging the stuff. "Ooh, you should draw something!" Hagakure exclaimed excitedly. Mina put her hand on Hagakure's shoulder. "Only if she wants to," she said to her. "Yeah, I'll draw... hmm. How about I draw that one time Mr. Aizawa agreed to be in one of our sleepover pictures?" I suggested, laughing at the memory. "Oh my god yes!" Uraraka said, bursting out laughing. We weren't even ready for the picture the first time, draw that one!" She said. "Alright," I replied.

We all talked while I drew the picture (well, redrew it). Once I was finished coloring, I said, "Guys, I'm done!" And everyone raced to my side to see the picture.

(THIS  IS NOT MINE!)

"That's so good!" Jirou gushed. I blushed at her compliment. "Aw, thanks, Jirou," I said, smiling. Everyone else complimented my picture, and we talked more. Eventually, they had to leave, which I was sad about. But once everyone left, Jirou quickly kissed my lips, and said, "I love you, Momo." "I love you too," I replied, hugging her. She left, smiling at me before closing the door. I don't know why, but I started sketching another picture. I only realized what I was drawing when I came back to reality. I had drawn Jirou. You know what? This is pretty good, I'll color it, I thought.

(AGAIN, NOT MINE)

I decided that I would show it to her tomorrow when she comes to visit me. But I had to sleep, so I put everything on the table next to my bed and situated myself to sleep.

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