Chapter 21: I Love You Too

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(Smut Warning)

Your POV

We finally arrived back at Mark's.I was surprised to see he actually made an effort to clean up for once. "You know, I'm here so often you might as well make me a key" I joked. He just laughed, and actually agreed with that. "So, you said you're down to do that live stream with me?" It was nice that he was ready to tell the internet he's a taken man. In a way, it made me feel special and shamelessly I was kinda proud that I was the girl that within a few hours hundreds of thousands of girls were going to envy. "Mmhmm, I sure did handsome." Mark tossed my tote bag onto the the recliner chair. "Great. Gimme a minute, I'm gonna go post the live stream announcement on my social media pages." He trotted his way upstairs and I found myself plopping my ass on the sofa. I reached for the television remote, and his PS4 controller. Quickly I found my way to Netflix. "Babe! Let's watch Pulp Fiction" I screamed from the living room. Mark screamed back down to me with "whatever you want, beautiful." 'I really never get tired of hearing that.' Pulp Fiction was a classic and easily one of my all time favourites.

Although it was only early afternoon we cuddled on the couch together and enjoyed it. I had my head resting on on his shoulder, and had his arm wrapped around me. The easiest way to describe is was, I felt as if he was caressing my very soul. The movie finished, even though I hadn't seen it in years it's still just as great as I remember. I took a deep breath, signed and snuggled up closer to Mark. I felt as if I didn't tell him now, I probably never would. He tightened his hold on me, and being the good boyfriend that he was, Mark could easily sense something was wrong. "Is something on your mind baby?" He pushed the hair out of my eyes and tucked it behind my ears. 'Nothing's wrong, everything is just so perfect.' I looked up and smiled at him lightly shaking my head. "No. I'm just relishing this moment. I love you. ... a-and I ... like this. It feels right, you know"

There was an awkward silence that filled the air. I felt as if my little add on there wasn't enough to save my ass from the slip up I just about made. "Oh. Yeah. Yeah, I know what you mean." He held me even tighter as if his life depending on it. 'He's the one that seems like he has something on his mind.' He pulled his arm from around my neck, and instead took my hand. "I want you to know, being with you is the happiest I've been in a very long time. I feel as though you like me for me, and I absolutely love you for you...." I stared at him, with a blank look on my face. 'W-what'd he just say...'
Mark then continued, "There's been something I've wanted to tell you for a few days, and well I'm not entirely sure how to go about it, so I'll just come out with it. (YN,) I-I think I've fall in love with you."
My eyes widened, and I clutched on to his arm, and I pleaded "please, don't say that if you only THINK you are!" -- "You're right I shouldn't have said that. All I know is I'm a better man because of you, and I don't think I have... I do... I-I do love you, (YN.) My heart was pounding so hard, I could hear it in my ears. It felt as though I could feel it thundering against my rib cage. "Well, say something...." I couldn't say anything though, I was speechless. I knew I loved him in return, but I wasn't ready to tell him that, so I did the only thing I could think of.

I sat up, and positioned myself in a way in which I could reach behind him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I kissed him. The spark I felt when our lips touched was enough to make my hairs stand on end. Our lips parted ever so slightly, and our tongues danced, and chased each other. Mark began to run his hands long my body. One running slowly down my side, and the other wrapped around me as he gently groped my ass. I quivered, and shook so violently at his taste and his touch. I craved for more. The quivering was enough to put a halt to our actions. ." I-I'm sorry. I'll stop." Mark removed his hands, but no-- not this time. His kisses were sweet, and his touch, gentle.
I had a taste of honey, and I was sure that this was it. I slammed Mark's back against the sofa, and crawled up onto him, straddling him. "W-what... what are you doing, (YN?)" I leaned into him, and took a hold of his hand. "I want you to touch me." I firmly placed his hand against my chest. The look on his face was as if he were a child about to get in trouble. "Are you sure?" I looked him into those beautiful brown eyes, bit my bottom lip and nodded my head.

That was the only reassurance he needed, I felt his strong hands begin to message my breasts, through my shirt. He leaned into my shoulder and began to suck, nibble and kiss at my neck. I could feel my blood begin to heat up and travel to various places. I began to unbutton his red flannel shirt, allowing my fingers to roam and explore his beautifully sculpted body as his hands found their way under my shirt, and began to explore mine. We kissed passionately while we let out hands roam freely. He finally found his way to the back of my bra and unhooked it. He slipped my shirt over my head and I slid my bra from off my shoulders. He kissed his way down from my lips, to my neck and lovingly caressed my breasts with his lips. The subtle licks and kisses were enough to turn my legs to jello. That's all it took, my body was slowly surrendering to him. I shivered as his hands lightly caressed my every inch. The warmth and tingling sensation I was feeling was complete ecstasy. I could bare it no longer. I leaned into his ear and in a hushed tone I requested, "make love to me, Mark."

He picked me up off the sofa, and carried me bridal style up the stairs and into his bedroom.
He placed me on his bed, and there I laid, just a girl, ready to become a woman.
Mark slowly began to pull down my shorts. Kissing down my belly until he reached my panties.
He payed a lot of attention to my body language, and when I let out my first real moan he knew it was time. My body was ready. Again, he asked "There's no turning back, are you positive?"
At this point, I had never been so sure of anything in my life. My soft "mmhmm" was reassuring, and he left my side for only a moment to go to his bedside table. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on my breathing. I was already panting and nothing had happened yet, my nerves were getting to me, but I knew in my heart, this is what I wanted. The bed suddenly sank a bit, and the feeling of this warm skin against mine was comforting. "Are you ready?" I couldn't have asked for anyone more perfect. He was very attentive to my needs and comfort. Without saying a word, I grabbed him, and pulled his body on top. I was taken back when I realized, he was already completely in the nude. 'I guess this is it.' "Baby, you're wearing protection right?"-- "Of course. Now, relax."

The feeling of my silk panties being slid down my legs was almost paralyzing.
I laid there, trying my best not to show fear, but I was terrified. Finally I felt the first step. Mark's lips were soft against my burning flesh as he passionately kissed at my inner thighs. He prepped me, just by soft kisses and licks in my lower region. He hit a sweet spot quite a few times which only made me grind my hips into his face, I could feel myself becoming more excited.
The teasing seemed endless. I finally felt a movement, I opened my eyes to see Mark's face inches away from mine. "I'll be gentle, I promise." I wrapped my arms around him, and pulled him close to me. I held him, and dug my fingers into his back when I felt the penetration begin.
A pain induced moan escaped my lips, and I felt it as I slowly opened for him. It amazed me how gentle a strong man like him can be. He treated me like fragile porcelain.
He worked his way in inch by inch, and then back out the same way.

Within minutes the feeling of pain was quickly overshadowed by the sheer pleasure. I became less and less tense, allowing myself to relax every mussel. Mark and I locked eyes as he picked up speed. His face was red, and droplets of sweat had begun to form above his brow. I embraced him, kissing and sucking on his neck while running my fingers through his hair.
His body began to tense up, I knew what was coming. I pleaded for him to try and hold off. He slowed down his pace, until finally I was feeling it too and then, we released. Mark's tired body collapsed into me, and I just held him.

We just laid there, and eventually he fell asleep. My mind was still racing, heart pouding, lower regions throbbing, I thought I should too, get some rest. I covered our naked bodies with the blanket at the end of the bed, and rolled over to face Mark. I laid there for another moment just staring at him. I snuggled into him, and gave his unconscious body a kiss on the lips. "I love you too." I whispered before finally falling asleep myself.

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