Drowning

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I'm lost in an endless maze
Every turn I take
It's all a dead end
Maybe this was a mistake?

I don't know where I am
I don't know who I am
I've lost what I've had
But I realized I've had nothing at all

That epiphany brought me back
to the maze I never roamed in
I was living a lie
only waiting to die

I lived a lie believing that it was the truth
But who stopped me?
No one...
Because I am of no importance

I never believe whatever has been said
sometimes even what is done
I always lay in bed
waiting for the sadness to be long gone

I see no point in life
I let it all happen with a knife
Hurting myself and then letting them hurt me
And then telling myself that I will be alright

They are breaking my heart
and tearing it apart
To my pain they ask , "Why are you allowing?!"
It is because I am already drowning.

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