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So I guess I'm left to be the one with the rest of me
You'd be lying if you were to say that after that night your never thought about Carl again. There was a point where popping pills and smoking weed got rid of him from your thoughts, now they couldn't even help.
So now you've dropped the whole 'dress like how others wanted me to' and I went back to wearing hoodies and shit to school. You replaced the heels with your regular sneakers which felt amazing.
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So when I walked into school I blended in again and it honestly felt amazing not have people staring at you. Well you did have someone staring at you but you knew exactly who it was. His stare burned into your soul and you couldn't tell what took over your body but you walked towards him. "Hey Gallagher." He slightly smiled not hearing the venom in your voice he had heard the last time you talked to him.
"Hey y/l/n it's good to see you being yourself again." The way he looked at you is something you haven't seen in a while. You immediately ingulfed him in a hug. He just a fast as you hugged you back. "I'm sorry for treating you like shit at the party. You didn't deserve that and again I'm sorry. It's not an excuse but I was high as fuck that night and I'm still sorry" he laughed. "Shut up Y/l/n all is forgiven I was also an asshole to you at one point." I laughed. "Hey Um can we uh talk after school at mine?" You nodded and went to walk to your next class. ————
Cause your took the best of me, without even asking me.
Walking up those familiar steps is something you haven't done in what felt like years. Knocking on the door was something I haven't done since I was a child, I always just walked in. The person who opened the door was someone I never thought I'd see again. "Hey Debs." She immediately pulled me into a hug. "Oh my god I haven't seen you in forever! I missed you I'm sorry we haven't talked much Franny is a handful!" Damn I thought she cut me off on purpose.
"I missed you more and I'd love to catch up but I'm meeting up with your brother, so any idea where he's at?" She nodded, "yeah he's in his room, you know how to get there." I hesitantly walked up the stairs dragging fingers on the wall remembering every little memory I had here. Finally halting at the familiar chipped door. Should I knock? Should I just walk right in? I decided on knocking, which in return was opened to reveal all three of the older Gallagher brothers. "Um hi?" Ian and Lip pulled me into and hug and then excused themselves.
"Were y'all talking about me?" I asked jokingly but what I got in return was a serious answer. "Yeah we were, I needed some advice."
I can't fool myself, can't mess around with my own mind
"Carl Gallagher what could you possibly need advice on that involves me?" He looked me dead in they eyes. "When you left, I always felt like a piece of me was missing. After seeing you I realized that you took the best of me, and you had the nerve to do it without even asking me how I felt about the situation." "Yeah I know but I just thou-"
He cute me off my kissing me. "You broke up with me because you thought I was losing feelings. And without actually asking me you just broke it off, but Y/N I love you more than anything else."
"I love you Gallagher." I was crying now, "I'm sorry for breaking up with you I just didn't want you to end up hating me."
"I could never hate you, no matter what you will always have me."
