The true "Izuku Midoriya".

Chapter 1: Hurt.

Trigger Warning!

Midoriya's Pov:
It was currently dusk, I'm rushing to the dorms after a harsh training with all might. Training was getting harder and I'm getting more bruises by the day but I stayed positive about it. Today's mine and Shoto's 6th months Anniversary. I decided to stop by the bakery to get him some cake and his favourite cold soba. I already have his presents ready at my dorm room, so I'm just rushing to get to him sooner.

Upon entering the dorms common room, I heard the so-called 'Deku-Squad' talking about me. So I decided to listen in, "Doesn't deku just get under your skin? He's so clingy and annoying!" Uraraka yelled as the others agreed. I was shocked but I'm willing to change for my friends, be less clingy and annoying.

"Yes, that's correct. Midoriya has been outside doing who knows what, past curfew. It is a very unheroic behaviour!" Iida reprimand. I started to cry but I held myself. I need to smile and be happy.

I wipe my tears and walk towards the elevator. "Hi Deku!" Uraraka yelled 'Be less Clingy. You can do it deku!' I thought to myself as I just waved and smiled.

"Stop being disrespectful Midoriya. You should return your classmates greetings appropriately!" Iida once again reprimanded me. I nodded and apologize right away.

'Be less clingy, less annoying and more respectful! Why can't I do anything right! Maybe Kacchan is right, maybe I really am just a Deku.' I thought to myself. I then rush to take the gifts and foods to Shoto's dorm after a quick shower to wash off the sweats from training.

As I got closer, I heard moans and groans coming from Shoto's floor but I guess it's probably just Kacchan and Kirishima doing the 'do'. I open Shoto's door without knocking as usual and cheered.

"Happy 6th months Anniversary Sho-chan!~" but as the door open, it revealed a sight that made my heart dropped.

Kacchan is on Shoto's lap making out, they're both unclothed and in bed. I feel my heart shatter as I cried. I threw all of the stuffs in my hand to Shoto and run to my dorm room. I heard Todoroki calls out to me while chasing after me but I'm one step faster and I slammed the door to his face. I cried and cried until I physically can't anymore but I wanted more relief. So I turn to the only thing I've learnt to do since middle school, I cut myself. Relief and guilt washes all over my body as I cut. 'Useless. Stupid. Annoying. Quirkless. Crybaby. A Waste of space.' All of the past torments and remarks, playing over and over in my head as my body shook from both my panic attack and blood loss.

Suddenly the deafening silence was cut off by the ringing from my phone, I picked it up immediately without hesitation. Needing a distraction from my current thoughts before actually doing the things, that was suggested by the voices inside my head.

"H-Hello?" I spoke with my scratchy voice.

"Hello Izubabe! We miss you so much! Ace and Eli are basically going crazy! Haha- WAIT IZU! WHAT HAPPENED?! BABY HANG ON!" Stella yelled in panic from seeing me, bloodied and bruised.

From the call still being connected, I can hear her yelling at everyone to 'hurry the fuck up' and teleport here. I smile a little at the thought, 'At least there's still them but how long would they stand me?' I thought to myself without realising the group already in my room. Unbeknownst to me, I was mumbling my thoughts out loud.

Ace and Eli immediately engulfed me in a huge hug followed by the rest of the group. They all whisper reassuringly to me. At first, I gasps at the sudden contact but once I snapped out of it, I hugged them back. I then melt into the hug while spilling my never ending pool of tears.

After I finished off my dam of tears, they asked me what's wrong while Alice was tending my wounds. I looked at them for a moment of hesitation but after being reassured by everyone, I told them the whole story. Including how All might was beating me by using training as an excuse after finding out that I was dating Todoroki.

To say they were pissed was an understatement, they looked like they're ready to kill someone but that oddly calmed me. I feel at home. After many reassurance and praises from my 'Family', I got tired. Without realising it, I had already habitually crawled over to Ace lap on instinct and is now sitting on his lap. He played with my hair as I fell asleep, exhausted from all the drama and everything.
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Morning came and thank the gods, it was a Saturday.
I sniffled as I remember yesterday's event. Thinking that I was left alone. Though before I even got a chance to weep, Eli sat up pulling me into his lap. Giving me a big hug while whispering sweet reassuring words.

I blushed at the sight of him shirtless and hugging me, so I snuggled to his chest to cover my red cheeks but apparently that didn't work because I heard Eli chuckle. Soon after, Ace hugs me from behind and I'm in this very comfortable sandwich. I hummed in relaxation as I feel them smirking at me.

"Hey Zuzu?" Eli asks gently as if not to spook a baby deer away, I hummed in response. Closing my eyes and leaning my head back towards Ace's chest. "We know you just got out of a relationship and all but would you like to date us? We've told you about us being fated partners and we were perfect when we were together. I know. I know we agreed on having a short break from our relationship during your stay in Japan. And we also know that during this break we're free to look for other partners." Eli started, saying everything with as gentle of a tone as he could.

"BUT we don't want you getting hurt anymore. Why should we look for others when we know for a FACT, that YOU are the one. You're OUR fated mate." Ace finishes off, reminding me in his calming deep voice that made me shiver as his chest vibrates along. I open my eyes to look into their eyes, scared that they were just playing around but sighing a breath of relief when I saw their sincere loving eyes with maybe a little bit of desperation. I nodded my head in a 'Yes' motion.

They cheered as I shush them, they looked confused until I told them that they technically weren't allowed inside the dorms. They had a look of realisation before laughing silently with each other. "You should just move back to LA, Zu~" Eli offer out.

"Yeah, I've been thinking about it too. Maybe after the test at the end of this month. I'll need to inform Mom, Dad, Dadzawa, Shinshou and the Principal too." I started mumbling. When I realised what I've done, I stop abruptly and apologize out of habit. Before looking up and meeting loving gazes instead. "There's nothing to be sorry for Bunny. Especially not for being cute." Ace smiled before nuzzling his head into my shoulders. I giggle as they blush.

I then started my plans and text my parents. Turns out mom had also coincidentally been offered a job offer at LA. The job offers triple of the amount she's currently earning and as she was just about to decline, thinking that I was gonna be in Japan alone but I had called at the perfect time. I gasp in happiness as she agrees and told me that she'll be informing my principal about our move. I turn to the two boys sitting on my bed before squealing and jumping to them.

"Did she agree? Wait- Never mind. Judging by your reaction it's a yes right?" Eli stated.

I nodded and started packing some of my stuff while planning to burn all of the All might merch I owned. Soon Eli and Ace had to leave via Kaori's Shadow teleportation, while promising to facetime me tonight. I giggle and kisses them both on the cheeks. Before leaving, I saw Ace abruptly turns around to look at me and spoke in a voice full of so much longing that it nearly brought me back to a sobbing mess.

"We missed you, Bunny. And we'll continue missing you until your return. I love you." Finishing his words, Ace then disappears into the shadow as he's teleported back to LA.