𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓦𝓱𝓸 𝓗𝓪𝓭 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝔂 𝓢𝓴𝔂...🖌‌

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ꜱɪxᴛᴇᴇɴ: "ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ꜱʟᴏᴡʟʏ?" ɪ ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ.

It's been quite a time, these days Yoandri rarely interacted with me, had been avoiding me to be specific. I knew he had his eye on me from behind but still, I did not know what was he doing that for.

His aura became colder. Even when sometimes we met when he used to hug I could feel the embrace different from the first times he hugged me, it was a pair of hands trying to make me warm with his affection but it was a cold embrace.

He always looked out of his conscience, zoned out with thoughts. His words finished with one or two words. I could feel that something had been heavy in his heart which he is suppressing but I never asked, why I don't know.

And most importantly his eyes held something which was either anger or sorrow.

He never looked into my eyes deeply. A fear was working around him all the time.

He always tried to keep me close whenever we met but soon let go and walked off.

I felt lonely. And one day I burst out.

We were walking in the park and I looked at him, he was still the same.

A Yoandri was so different than the last few weeks.

It was an his abience that haunted me. And I bursted out.

"Hey did something happen?" I finally asked.

"It's too late to say that." He said without even looking at me.

"I don't get it."

"You can't, even I don't. "

"Then why are you like this?"

"I am what?"

"This! You've stopped talking to me like earlier, you're always in your thoughts, something sitting heavy in your heart. Why do I not feel the same warmth I used to."

"Guess I'm losing interest in you." He said.

I was taken aback.

"What?!"

"Sara don't mind my words."

"Then what should I do?" Tears formed by now.

"The night feels cold and lonely like it used to so many years back. I feel you fading away from me sometimes. It's like I'm slipping from the cracks from your cold embrace." The tears strolled down.

"Sara your tears won't help what is going in my head. But don't cry it makes it harder." He said sternly.

"Tell me once." My voice softened

"I can't. "

I took his hand and dragged him towards the corner.

"See I'm telling you one thing if you're losing interest then kindly find a way to let me down slowly. I hope this sympathy you can show me but please don't be around me with his aura of yours. You're hurting me and yourself Yoandri. Why are you doing this? What is being the problem?" I spat as more tears brimmed out.

"Forgive me, please. " He said and left me there.

I cried there silently what else could I do.

We didn't meet. Yoandri avoided me.

I was sad. My mind had become restless and my train of thoughts won't stop.

"Why do you not trust me? I can't do this-please don't. "

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