𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓦𝓱𝓸 𝓗𝓪𝓭 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝔂 𝓢𝓴𝔂...🖌‌

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴡᴇɴᴛʏ: "ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ?"

As I buckled my way home, running my feet over the harsh terrain with the extremely chilly winds, on my way I actually like for real I thought o would cry like a maniac how I saw it in books and humans .

But to my surprise it was nothing, not even a single drop of water that ran down.

I felt stares and gazes on me of people because of the wretched condition of my appearance.

I had dried tears on my bare face, I had thin sweater wrapped around my stiff, cold body. My hair was more than a mess.
But who cared? I walked on .

I saw a little kid laughing at me. I was raged.

"Yah kiddo why smiling?" I asked hoarseness filled in my voice.

The kid looked at as if seen a alien and ran away.

"Aish kids these days are so smart . Yoandri was rig-" and I stopped there as he came in my mind again.

"Oh my god! "I said and rushed home with the speed of light.

I turned the door knob tried ignoring my parents but failed.

"Sara , where were you in the thin piece of cloth?" Mom asked concerned.

I didn't look at them trying to find an excuse.

"No honey, you forgot something who she was with? Sara may I know?" Dad spoke . I hated his sarcasm.

"Why don't you say anything?" Mom asked again.

"Mom, I was at the library. " I said .

"And?" He asked .

I didn't want to answer them or talk to them anymore.

"Okay let's leave this here , anyhow a bit ago a boy Yoandri came and handed your coat , laptop and some pieces of paper which are your notes I suppose." Mom stated ," he regarded himself as your friend. "

"You have friends?" Dad spoke out of blue .

"Yea-kind of." I stuttered and got my things with a dull face hearing the name again.

I ran to my room closed the door behind me and went out to my balcony.

I took a deep breath, the sun was about to set and it looked beautiful but my mind wasn't in state to admire it.

"I want to curse! So bad I feel pathetic. Sara Anne your such a ." I yelled .

I should have cried , shouted to get him back. But my mind and heart DeNied!

"Sara , I don't know how the hell or back you will calm yourself but you freaking have to!" I said to myself.

I freshened up and felt like a human again.

"Now what do I do?" I asked.

I had three options:
1.To starve myself to death
2.To read books, do my assignments.
3. To mourn for that boy.

I would go with option two.

I opened my laptop and took a sigh and started that boring assignment.

I walked down to have food because I didn't wanna starve myself .

I was about to put the rice in my mouth but choked why ? Here's why:
"I wonder if that boy was your boyfriend, you know kids actually teens as you say it have one? Is he?" Dad spoke again out of topic.

"Dad why are you interested suddenly? Have you gained your youth back?" I asked and noticed the change in my family and my way of speaking to them which was never so straightforward.

"No . I'm curious about my daughter. "

"Sure."

"C'mon spill it." He grinned.

"Oh my god , who are you ? You are certainly not my pa."

"I am definitely infact million percent your papa."

"Whatever dad." I rolled my eyes.

"Spillll" he said in a childish way.

I chuckled.

"No he is not. Bythe way I'm going back tomorrow at noon ."

"Yes he was." My  mind uttered.

"Won't you spend Christmas with us?" Mom asked.

"No mom I'm in rush. I have a job to finish. " I said and smiled weakly.

"Sorry , very sorry." I mumbled.

"Its okay we understand. " dad said.

I hummed in response.

I hopped back to my room . I grabbed my phone and don't know why I opened the gallery of my phone.

Maybe searched for Yoandri's picture.

"Oh God he's a smarty pants. He never took a single picture with me. He planned all this. How could you? Yoandri Sammels ? Just how? " I mumbled.

And I cried for the rest of night and didn't know when sleep conquered my mind.

I woke up in the morning when the sunlight was hitting my face. My face felt heavy and dried. Rather say my heart was heavy and my face dried from last night's tears.

Later that day ,I packed my clothes ready to be alone again , completely alone!

"Bye mom, Merry Christmas in advance . Sorry I couldn't be here." I said to mom who was already shedding her motherly tears.

"Be safe deary. And be healthy too." Dad said.

I nodded as I walked away.

I reached my destination after some hours which felt like months to me.

"Okay here we go. Alone Life part two starts from now." I said as I looked around and felt so lonely for the first time in UK.

I took a taxi and drove to my dormitory.

I was about to turn the doorknob when roomie Lily came out looking at me with her already big and now wide eyes.

" You back from home already?" She asked.

I nodded.

"You look pale what happened?"

I shook my head.

She sighed and walked away but came back with something in her hand.

"Oh I forgot to give you this." She said as she handed me a piece of paper.

"Who gave this?" I asked.

"I don't know it was lying in outside the door." She replied and went away.

"Who could have given this?" I mumbled.

I had a whole lot of work to finish.

Despite of being tired from the journey I had to unpack , clean a lot of things and most of all my mind.

I opened my suitcase , took out my clothes placed then in my closet, put my books in their shelves, changed my sheets and a lots and lots of work.

At last , placing the small flower plant near my bedroom window I sat down on the bed with a heavy sigh which indicated my tired state. I looked outside the window where I the saw the moon slowly being covered by the clouds.

"Oh not today I wanted to see the moon. " I whined looking at the clouds .

I placed my hand on the side drawer of my bed and saw the piece of paper Lily handed me at noon.

I opened it had a slight hint of who could it be but ignored the hint.

It said:
'Sara are you back? '
Yoandri.

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Sara ;)