Anxiety

Chapter 7

The next day San was feeling a little bit better. He ate some chicken soup and was able to keep it down. He was much more alert and had completely forgotten his episode of delirium the day before and the knowledge that Seonghwa now knew about his anxiety leaving only Mingi in the dark.

Wooyoung stayed with him again but Hongjoong stayed instead of Seonghwa. Taking care of San had made Wooyoung realize something but he wasn't sure what to do with the information, he didn't want to ruin his relationship. He decided to keep it to himself, at least for the time being.

Hongjoong and Wooyoung took care of San and for the next few days Wooyoung and someone else took care of him as he got better. Wooyoung would not leave his side the entire time until he got better and even then he was kind of reluctant to leave San. San noticed but said nothing.

He noticed that it was Wooyoung who stayed by his side when he was sick, Wooyoung who helped him get what he needed, Wooyoung who made sure he was okay. He was grateful but he didn't know how to express it. He was glad Wooyoung knew about his anxiety because Wooyoung was able to help him out of it the most.

He had been thinking for a while about how most members knew at this point and had all been supportive and helpful. He decided it was time to tell the last two who didn't know, Seonghwa and Mingi.

He called Hongjoong and asked him to set up a meeting with him, Wooyoung, Seonghwa, and Mingi. Hongjoong arranged a time for the next day.

At the set time, everyone who had been called, came in. the word anxiety was written on the board. Seonghwa immediately knew what was going on and gave San an encouraging smile. San was clutching Shibur in his hands and looked very nervous. Mingi had no clue what was going on.

"I have it," San said looking down.

"You have what?" Mingi asked.

"Anxiety," Seonghwa stated matter of factly.

"How did you know?" San asked, eyes wide, giving Seonghwa a sense of deja vu.

"When we brought you to the doctor you were saying random things. You kind of told me then."

San's face turned red and he hid it in Shibur's body.

"Wait, what?" Mingi interrupted.

Wooyoung took over. "San has anxiety and he wanted you guys to know." He continued to explain with the help of San and all the confusion was cleared. San felt a measure of relief that all his members now knew and gratefulness and something else that he couldn't place towards Wooyoung. He mentally shrugged and looked up. "Thank you guys."

They all got up and hugged him. "San, we are always here for you. You don't have to worry. We will always be here to help you." San was extremely grateful for his members.

A/N And now everyone knows. What do you think San and Wooyoung are feeling? Any guesses?