Anxiety

Chapter 11

The days passed slowly for Wooyoung and even slower for San. The day came for a fanmeet that had been prescheduled and was not able to be rescheduled.

The day of the fanmeet came and Wooyoung tried to be there mentally but it was hard. Some of the fans noticed something was wrong and the #getwellsoonWooyoung was soon trending on Twitter.

Wooyoung decided that he wanted to get a therapist to help him get out of his depression and to help him get over San. He asked Hongjoong to find him and a few days later was his first appointment.

The sessions with the therapist, whose name was Christopher Bangchan, helped to slowly lift Wooyoung out of the mental pit he had dug himself. Chan, as he preferred to be called, gave him tips to help when it felt unbearable and counselled him through it teaching Wooyoung to take it one day and one step at a time.

Three months later, wooyoung brought up his issue with San, how he loved him but San didn't like him back and how he wanted to get over him but it wasn't working and how much harder it was for him because they worked together, lived together, and shared a room with each other.

"Are you 100% positive he doesn't like you back?" Chan asked.

"Yes," Wooyoung answered. "I heard him say it myself."

"What are the exact words he used?"

"'I'm not gay.'"

"And he told you this?"

"No. he was telling someone else and I overheard."

"They may have been talking about something else."

Wooyoung shook his head. "I heard my name."

Chan didn't know how to help him get over San because that wasn't part of his training but he was determined to help Wooyoung in any way he could, and he tried, but it wasn't working and Wooyoung was getting frustrated.

Why can't I get over him? Wooyoung thought. Why can't I get him out of my head? He doesn't like me and he will never like me so why can't I let go of this feeling? With these thoughts Wooyoung fell asleep that night dreaming of San.

A/N MINGI IS BACK!!!!!!!!! I know it's been a few weeks already but I wasn't available. I felt kinda guilty when he went on hiatus because I finished writing this story the day before he announced he was going on hiatus for anxiety and one of my friends jokingly said it was my fault. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter.