Okay, I'm trying to be productive here! But noooooo, my brain decides to think about Atom, and I'm tired.
We talked over a week ago and honestly, I was very tired and overwhelmed with a bunch of stuff that was happening. Point is that I ended it. Why? Well first, I am not dating my father; two, there's just something about his personality that I don't click with; three, he's my type. FUCK!
I HATE IT HERE. Point is that I'm on my period and I will not make any hasty decisions during these next few days, it would be wrong. Plus, last night I was talking to the goth babe and she lit said "you ain't ready for a relationship at this time" and that's what I've been saying. She just said it cause her friend likes me but she told him to back off that I wasn't ready and that I would just lead him on.....
PERIODT. Literally, I don't want to hurt anyone, I know what it's like being led on when the person doesn't know what they want. So I am going to shut my pie hole and ..... ooohh pie, lol ok so yeah imma do that and probably read a bunch of self-love and mental health books.
Anyhow, I will keep updating but I'm trying to study so brb.
Okay, random thoughts ahead, this is my plan up until now:
-Bachelors in business concentrated in information technology
-with a minor in Computer Science and Marketing (and possibly Project Management)
-Graduate from the Air Force ROTC as a Second Lt and go study my AFSC which is Cybersecurity.
-Do a master's degree in Cybersecurity or if I'm good then law....wait LAW! OMG my mind just wrote that I had nothing to do with it. Okay, so law, or coding but in games teehee.
-Find a website where I can get certified as a graphic designer (I think I saw Noodle. com or something)
-Have a YouTube page (income)
-Makeup and other content
-Manage my nail business
-Also I would like an internship at Google or something related.
-I want to have the experience of coding in a coffee shop in Silicon Valley lol
-I want to go to Dublin, Ireland
-And England, and Germany. Yisss
-I want to learn how to read tarot cards
I have a lot of plans but that's it up until now.
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Rosé Diaries
Teen FictionThis is not one of your normal reads. You know "The Oxygen Thief"? Well, this is just like that, I am literally writing a diary of my life and keeping myself and the characters anonymous. Sure, it doesn't help that my name is kinda on my user tag bu...
