I feel so drained! I've been waking up kinda early these days, around 7:30 to 8 am and then it just goes downhill from there. Last night I slept with mom in her room cause she doesn't want to waste unnecessary electricity.
Not to mention that we have no money for this upcoming month to pay the expenses.
*FLASHBACK*
Im in my apartment 2 hours away from my home. It's currently 4 or 5 pm and my mom's boyfriend at the time send me a picture of my mom with the new engagement ring at the Eiffel Tower.
YOU HEARD ME. THE EIFFEL TOWER.
Well anyways, she was so happy in the picture, and crying.
Forward to February where mom is literally crying and can't sleep, but I know nothing about it cause I am 3 HOURS AWAY... plus mom doesn't talk to me about her feelings and stuff. All I know is that he's drinking more than usual and manipulating her
(he's a lawyer... and a jealous one at that, and he gets mom tipsy enough to ask her questions about her past and makes her feel uncomfortable)
The thing I hate the most was that mom had a high-paying job, but since she fell for this a-hole she quit her job, he told her he was going to pay her what mom was already winning. SO basically my mom was "still getting paid". Well anyways, now my mom is broke and heartbroken.
I hate him!!!
When quarantine started I went back home and had to sleep with mom for a long time and she was mostly crying and couldn't sleep at all. Plus, she took sleeping pills. Apparently, her ex was mad at mom cause she texted an old flame that invited mom out AND MY MOM SAID NO cause she's not like that. But the point is that he's an insecure ass that left my mom and me and stopped paying us just a while ago and my mom has been trying to get a steady job since February but no luck and now I'm trying to get a job also but thats no luck as well.
Good thing was that mom went to some transformational seminars and they changed her life so something positive did come out of this.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
It's been a rough few months, and we barely have money now but we're dealing with it and I just know something has to come out from all of this.
On another note, I think I'm a bitch.
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Rosé Diaries
Novela JuvenilThis is not one of your normal reads. You know "The Oxygen Thief"? Well, this is just like that, I am literally writing a diary of my life and keeping myself and the characters anonymous. Sure, it doesn't help that my name is kinda on my user tag bu...
