One Direction Fanfiction (On Hold)

Change Your Life (Zayn)

You stood in your bedroom, starring at yourself in the mirror.

"Why can't I be pretty? Why am I never good enough?" you asked yourself through tears.

You through your mirror down, shattering it into a million pieces.

"Why do they have to be right?" you screamed as you looked at the revolting comments about you on twitter.

"@y/t/n Who you think you are? You don't even deserve Zayn. You're such an oaf." you said, reading the comments out loud to yourself.

"@y/t/n what a slut" you continued, weeping even harder each time you read another comment.

"@y/t/n is a fat and ugly bitch who should just go kill herself."

Is it worth it any more? You screamed to yourself inside your head. No. You decided. This is it. I am done. They are right.

You ran to the bathroom, endless tears streaming down your face. You opened cabinet and took your razor out. This is it. There is no turning back now. Zayn deserves much better than me; I know it. He will find her: his perfect match. I am just helping him find her sooner. You thought.

"Fine!" you screamed at the top of your lungs.

"I'll do it! I'll kill myself!"

You dropped to your knees on the white-tilled floor, closing your eyes for what would be the last time. You placed the cold razor blade to your skin and...

You were about to do it when Zayn came bursting through the door, causing it to erupt in pieces of shrapnel as if a tornado had occurred; you locked the door in case he got home early. He saw you immediately and dropped to his knees, sobbing.

"NO, DON'T!" he shouted at you with great emotion in his breaking voice.

You immediately dropped the razor and leaned forward on him. He took you and placed you in his lap and he squeezed you tightly, never letting you go. You looked at him and could see his eyes were as blood red as yours.

He took your razor and threw it through the-now destroyed-door and down the stairs.

"Why?" he asked you, kissing the top of your head repetitively.

"The hate..." you managed to choke out through uncontrollable tears.

"Its okay. We'll stick together. Just know we'll get through it all. You don't have to do that." he expressed to you, bawling.

You were way to shaken up to respond.

"It's okay. We'll change your life. You don't have to feel like this; we'll take all this pain away. You can become what you always known." he whispered you from his heart.

Hey. This is a really personal one for me. I know a lot of people find themselves feeling like this. I wrote this for all of those people. You CAN talk to me; I'll be there.

This is based off of the Little Mix song titled Change Your Life, which @Mockingjay1819 told me about, so this is dedicated to her. (Check out her stuff!!!) I put the video so you can listen to it. Please tell me how my imagine was or at lease comment even if it's just a smiley face. Thanks. Please vote/comment/fan. Love, ROSE.