"mom im sorry okay i didn't mean to-"
"what do you mean you didn't mean to? you're such a worthless piece of shit, you know that?"
She grabs my wrist so tight that it starts hurting and already bruising.
"mom stop youre hurting m-"
But she doesn't let go, she holds on tighter, she finally lets go and punches me in the face. Which hurt like a bitch but i couldn't cry because she do MUCH worse.
"i raised you so much better than this & you go out and hang out on the south side hangin out with those pogues huh?" she says slapping me once again
"go up into your room and dont come out! ridiculous!" She says walking away.
So let me catch you up on what just happened. My mom is an alcoholic and abuses me A LOT. Today i was out with my friends longer than she wanted me to be.
She also doesn't like my friends in general, i came home past my curfew which pissed her off leaving us where we are now. Oh in case you were wondering im a kook, like kiara but i love the pogues theyre my best friends idk what id do without them.
One of them is also my boyfriend, Jj. He knows that i get abused sometimes but he just doesnt know how to stop it.
I ran up into my room slamming the door behind me. I jumped onto my bed feeling the tears form in my eyes. I started crying, hating my life at this very moment.
I then got an idea. I went to my closet and grabbed one of Jj's hoodies and threw it on, grabbed shoes and ran out the door. I starting running to the chateau as fast as i could with the tears rolling down my face.
A couple minutes later i make it to the chateau. The pogues are all outside on the front porch, drinking having a good time.
"y/n??" kiara asks
"babe?" Jj said
"what happened to your face?" john b asks
I ignored all of them and ran straight into Jj's arms and started sobbing, earning concerned looks from the others.
"Jj take her inside" said pope
I let go of Jj and he lead me inside with his hand resting on my back. We go into the bathroom where we had at least a little bit of privacy.
I broke down again not saying a word.
"hey hey youre okay, youre safe. i got you" he says pulling me into another hug
"Jj?" i whisper
"yes princess?"
"i c-cant take her anymore"
He pulls me into yet another hug and starts playing with my hair.
"i know beautiful, i know how you feel" he says kissing my forehead.
"can i see?" he asks hesitation holding the end of his hoodie i was wearing
I nod slowly as he starts rolling it up to reveal all the bruises from the past couple of days.
"oh baby" he starts rubbing his thumb on my stomach as i scrunch my face in pain.
He grabbed my face and made me look at him.
"my poor baby" he pushed the hair out of my face and behind my ear
"can we just lay down and talk tomorrow" i whisper
"yes babe, lemme get you some ice for these tho" He says kissing my lips and carrying me to the couch
He walked into the kitchen grabbing a bag of ice and placing it on my eye. He pulled the couch out into the bed & grabbed a huge comforter and tucked me in.
He kissed my forehead and started walking outside towards the others, but i grab his hand.
"no stay with me" i whine as my eyes start watering again
"hey ill be right back okay? im gonna go fill the others in on what's happening"
He walks outside and tells them what happened. A couple minutes later they all walk and go to where they normally sleep and say their goodnights.
Jj comes in and lays next to me but im already knocked out.
He pulls me close to him, holding me tightly.
"i love you so much, my princess. You wont get hurt again with me around, youre my baby. I will protect you always. good night my angel"
He says before drifting off to sleep himself.
