Silent Echoes

TO MY FUTURE UNKNOWN

I am that girl or should i say the girl you'll be spending
The rest of your life with.
But before I continue, I am writing this to warn you.

Well this is not just any cliche poem,
That talks about how we are going to go on romantic dates and role play
Or how we are going to have cute babies and grow old together,

NO!

This poem is about me
I've decided to let you know now
Should in case you start feeling indifferent
Years After we've exchange vows
I don't want to feel as though I caused the pain

Like I said before, I am the girl
You'll be spending eternity with
Not that I don't think I'm the right girl for you
But you deserve more
You see, I am broken

I have my whole heart torn to pieces
Even though its doesn't show yet
You may see me as a bold,
Strong, confident and free spirited person
But boy! A whole part of me needs replacement.

I don't know what you look like now
But I love you either way
You coming into my life,
Would be like a single falling star
Thrown into the realm of darkness

I get caught up with my past
Which I think I deserve
For letting and accepting almost everyone, into my life
Even when I know they would hurt me at the very end
I cry myself to sleep
And wake up with puffy eyes
Yet pretend all is fine!

i get emotionally attached
Which is sad because I easily get broken beyond repair
I have flaws which I guess its not safe to say
Well everyone has cons
i don't believe in love letters
But if you decide to write me one
Then who am I to refuse

I daydream and end up crying
One thing is sure it won't come to pass
i have a thing for music
Which I think is a good thing
Because you don't need to listen to
Any of Ariana Grande or Selena Gomez music collections ever again LOL!

I will crawl into your heart
Then turn off the light
To stay hidden
But not too hidden
Because I can be unbelievably possessive
Haha not JOKING

Mathematic is something I'm not a fan of
And I won't promise to practice it just because you like it
Sorry not sorry

But one thing is sure
I will forever love you
I will thank God for having you
I will write you letters every morning
If you decide you want one
If not then my hands
Will write you a poem from my heart

Even after reading this you still consider me yours
Then you just made the best mistake of your life
That's because the best part of me,
Values beauty and harmony
I demonstrate great imagination and sometimes intelligence
Which I know our babies would be endowed with