The Bully

The Truth

(Billie POV)

*Dream*

(Mary was Billie's best friend, they bullied people together.)

Mary: "Hey Bills, who are we making fun of today?"

Billie: "I had a request from someone special."

Mary: "Really? Who?"

Billie: "I can't tell you who requested it, but I'm supposed to bully Y/n."

Mary: "Nice... you got a plan?"

Billie: "Yep. Just wait until lunch, and then we'll put the plan into action."

Mary: "Okay. Excited to hear what you're gonna do to that loser." As Mary walked away from me, I wanted to go off on her so bad. Y/n was no loser, in fact.. she was actually pretty cool. I kind of wanted to be friends with her. But no, my dad just had to ruin it.

(Time Skip, Lunch Time)

I ran up to Y/n and snatched her phone. Quickly scrolling through her messages, I read them out loud. She was gay, and I was the person outing her, right there for the whole school to hear. Me, the girl who was afraid to come out to the public, was outing another girl. Near the end of the text messages I saw the other person's username. It was OceanEyes, my online username. My online best friend was Y/n, the cute girl I was bullying.. wow.. just.. wow. She'll probably never like me now, never. Once I finished reading our texts, she grabbed her phone back from me and ran out. I felt so bad.. But of course Mary was happy, she even went as far as congratulating  me. I didn't want to be anywhere near her, so I told her I was skipping school for the rest of the day. I went home, and just ignored everyone in my house. I gave my dad a nasty look as I walked in the house, letting him know what I did. My mom was at work so she didn't know I skipped the rest of the day, but my dad always worked from home. He didn't care if I skipped. He only cared if I graduated.

(Dream Ends, Billie Wakes up to fin Y/n in the living all ready)

Y/n: "Good morning beautiful, i made us coffee."

Billi: "Thanks.. you excited for today?"

Y/n: "Duh, but it would've never happened if it wasn't for you."

Billie: "Well I'm glad you're happy,.. but i have- i have to tell you something."

Y/n: "What is it?"

Billie: "Well... when I outed you that day, I found something very important, and i just thought that you should know.. I know this happened like 5 years ago but.. I- I still think you should know.."

Y/n: "Come on, just tell me already. The suspense is scaring me."

Billie: "Okay, okay.. do you remember your online friend, OceanEyes?"

Y/n: "OMG yes, i remember her. I miss her so much."

Billie: "Well about that, umm she's doing well.. really well. She's in love with someone. Someone who is amazing, beautiful, kind. Someone who is always there for her."

Y/n: "Billie..."

Billie: "Y/n.. I'm OceanEyes.. and I know.. i should have told you way sooner."

Y/n: "You knew the entire time that I was gay and you still continued to out me..? You knew the amount of pain you caused me, yet you still did it.."

Billie: "Y/n i'm so sorry i-"

Y/n: "Billie, just- don't. I have to go or I'm going to be late."  As soon as Y/n left from in front of me my mind was being flooded with tons of thoughts. I couldn't help but think she didn't want to come back or even live with me anymore. What if she comes back and breaks up with me? Did I do the right thing? I have all these questions but i can't find the answer to any of them. With that, I refused to let my mind wonder any more than it already had, so I decided to calm myself by writing music. Trying to come up with song ideas all I could think about was Y/n and my feelings toward her. I couldn't deny them so i decided to write about them. I wrote for hours coming up with melodies, lyrics and a soundtrack for the whole song. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard something and looked up to see Y/n standing in the doorway with an upset look on her face.