The Bully

Outed

(Y/n POV)

Diary Entry 1

Hello future me, it y/n. Why am I telling myself who I am... I really am something else. But today in Reading class Mrs. Patricia Bucksnort, yes that is her name but she tells everyone to call her Mrs. Patrica and I can see why. But she had the audacity to pair me with Billie. You may be wondering who is Billie and why i hate her so much, well shes the girl that outed me for being gay and bullying me.

*Flashback*

Y/n's Mom, "Y/N.. HURRY UP YOUR GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL, AND I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES SINCE IT'S YOUR FIRST DAY IN HIGHSCHOOL."

Y/n, "I'M COMING MOM JEEZ!"

Y/n's Mom, "Don't use that tone with me young lady."

Y/n, "sorry..." You finished eating your breakfast and got dressed. You looked like a Dyke, you were wearing black ripped skinny jeans, the white t-shirt with an undertone of plaid, and you were wearing white sneakers and a black hat. Somehow your mom didnt know you were gay. You were sitting with your friends Jazmine, and Luke when the popular girl Billie snatched your phone and read your private messages.

(OceanEyes is your online friend, MoonLover is you)

MoonLover, "Hey Ocean"

OceanEyes, "Hey did you come out yet."

MoonLover, "No... what if people don't like me.

OceanEyes, "Fuck what the people think about you."

OceanEyes, "You are being you."

MoonLover, "True, but i dont want to be known as the Gay Bitch."

OceanEyes, "So you're going to pretend to be straight, and be fake, and not be happy?"

MoonLover, "How am i supposed to be happy when i no being gay is going to make people hate me."

OceanEyes, "IDK HOW ABOUT YOU EMBRACE WHAT PEOPLE HATE ABOUT YOU. and EVERYONE WHO HATE GAY PEOPLE ARE JUST SMALL MINDED AND THINK THE WORLD SHOULD BE NORMAL, well guess what sweety the world is never normal and having people are different just adds ✨flavor✨."

MoonLover, "HAHAHAHAHAHAH, you always know how to make me laugh, thank you and i'm going to do it tomorrow. Talk later bitch."

(end of text messages)

Billie read those messages aloud getting a reaction from everyone. When she was finished the cafeteria went silent, everyone started whispering under their breath causing you to get up and snatch your phone from Billie and you ran, you didn't stop running until you realized that you had run out of school. Luke texted you asking where you went, you told him you were going home and asked if he could bring you your things after school.

*Flashback Ends*

I remember that day like it was just yesterday. Anyways it's 3 am and I should go to bed.

-Y/n

(Billie POV)

*Flashback*

*Alarm goes off*

Billies Mom, "BILLIE GET THE FUCK UP!"

Billie, "UGH... OK!" Right as i rolled out of bed and put my close one my dad grabbed me by my arm and told me that he needed a favor. My dad is always super chill he never did anything bad, but when he asked me for this favor he wasn't himself.

Billie's Dad, "So you know Y/N right."

Billie, " Yeah... what about her?"

Billie's Dad, "Well her dad was just hired at my job and I was informed that if I didn't do anything I would get fired."

Billie, "What do i have to do with this. I'm not just going to ruin a girl's life so you can keep your job, you could always find another one dad." Before I could walk out he grabbed my arm and slapped me across the face.

Billie's Dad, "You will do this and if you dont i will hurt you Billie and your mom." I was so afraid, this wasn't my dad but i didn't want to get hit again so i just nodded. My friend Ella came and drove me to school. When i got there i had to come up with a plan, she obviously wasn't straight, and that was when i came up with the plan to out her, it wasn't too bad, but hopefully it was enough to satisfy my dad.

*Flashback ends billie continues to write in her journal*

Today marks 2 years since I outed y/n. I still feel bad to this day, my dad ended up getting fired anyway he still beats me to this day for the dumbest things, like spilling water while doing the dishes or asking questions about school. My mom died in a car accident, so I was left with my dad. Ever since he beat me continuously I just kept to myself. I felt so bad for outing that poor girl only for the reason is that im gay too. I couldn't even imagine how she felt after. I wish I could just go back and time and undo everything that happened that day. I still bully her to this day, because telling my dad about how i would be mean to her and only her seemed to prevent him from hurting me even though it meant i had to hurt her. Im grateful for Mrs. Patricia is pairing us to do the project together, I want to apologize but I know it wont do anything. She'll still hate me, she'll probably hate me even more for waiting 2 year to say sorry. (The next day, Reading Class Project Day 1) Today is the day that i was going to start the project and talk to y/n. Half way through class i finally had the guts to talk to her, the other half we just sat quietly next to each other doing our project.

                          -Billie

(No POV)

Billie, "So can I have your phone number so we can work on this after class?"

Y/n, "Are you actually going to help or are you just going to sit there like you did today."

Billie, "Well i'm Sorry that i had no idea what i was doing, it's not my fault you decided not to talk to me."

Y/n, "Actually Billie it is your fault, Everything that had to do with you and me not want to deal with you became your fault when you decided to out me in front of the WHOLE FUCKING SCHOOL!"

Mrs.P, "Excuse me girls... office now."