The Bully

My Fault

(Y/n POV)

*Y/n Thoughts*

Great just what i needed, to be sent to the office with Billie. My mom was going to kill me, I couldn't afford another detention. (30 min past) Billie seemed so unfazed by being sent to the office, but she also came here  everyday. Half the time i didnt no why, and I refused to ask questions mainly because I didn't want to talk to her, or people wondered why I wanted to know about her. I've always wondered what would happen if Billie wouldn't have outed me. Would we have become friends, or ended up hating each other like we do now. (end of School) Great i have detention on tuesday with Billie just what i wanted. How am I supposed to tell  mom, dad would probably be proud because he was a troublemaker in school, he always congratulated me when I got a detention or a suspension.

*End of thoughts, Start of a Convo*

Mom, "How was school?"

Y/n, "Good i guess... I have detention on tuesday." (A long period of silence took over the car.)

Mom, "WHAT, HOW DID THIS HAPPEN"

Y/n, "Im SORRY, i kinda cussed out Billie for waiting so long to apologize."

Mom, "*sigh* ok just don't let it happen again, i mean it y/n!" The minute I set foot into the house dad came running up and hugged me, i guess he could already tell i got in trouble by the look on moms face. I did my chores and went upstairs. I waited just staring at my ceiling waiting to be called to eat. After it felt like hours of waiting I finally ate my food and continued to sit and stare at my ceiling. (hours past)

Diary Entry 2

Hey it's me... again. Looking back at today I kinda want to know why Billie was always in trouble. I also regret going off on Billie , I mean she was just trying to apologize. Today while we were talking I couldn't help but notice she had bruises all over her arm and legs. I wanted to ask what was wrong but I didn't want her or others to think I cared about her. Truth is I do, even though she outed me my freshman year, I liked Billie. Correction love Billie. I just don't know how to tell her, i probably wont because she isnt gay. Tell me how I always am for straight girls. (Your phone buzzes which interrupts your thoughts.)

OceanEyes, "Hey, how are you doing love?"

MoonLover, "Im Good how are you Ocean."

OceanEyes, "I'm doing good, What's up with you though."

MoonLover, "Well I have detention for yelling at a girl, but I also like that girl and i dont no what to do."

OceanEyes, "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

MoonLover, "damn bitch... it's not that important."

OceanEyes, "HOW IT IS IMPORTANT MY BESTIE IS IN LOVE!"

MoonLover, "I AM NOT."

OceanEyes, "YES BITCH YOU ARE."

MoonLover, "NO."

OceanEyes, "YES."

MoonLover, "FINE I AM SO WHAT."

OceanEyes, "HA, now why exactly did you yell at her."

MoonLover, "wellll....."

OceanEyes, "WHAT"

MoonLover, "It's the girl that outed me... "

OceanEyes, "YOU DUMB BITCH, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU LET YOURSELF FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO DID THAT TO YOU."

MoonLover, "IT'S NOT MY FAULT SHE CUTE."

OceanEyes, "fine, why did she even talk to you."

MoonLover, "well we got paired to work on a  project together."

OceanEyes, "Damn that sucks, are you mad for being paired with her or"

MoonLover, "I mean i wasn't mad i was just afraid"

OceanEyes, "Why?"

MoonLover, "I thought she was going to make fun of me, and tease me the whole time."

OceanEyes, "SO she's not teasing and making fun of you."

MoonLover, "Nope :)"

OceanEyes, "Wow, well if she does i'll cut a bitch."

MoonLover, "how you can cut someone through a phone."

OceanEyes, "wow, way to ruin the vibe, i'll talk with you more tomorrow."

MoonLover, "Ok, cya." (Convo ends You go to bed to clear your head.)

(Billie's POV)

*Billies Thoughts*

It can't be that bad having detention with y/n, i mean she's cute, and having detention with her means i get to look and talk to her. I may have gone overboard just yelling at her like that, I'm actually sorry and of course my past comes in the way of her accepting my apology. I'll just try again tomorrow. (Thoughts end)

Billie's Dad, "BILLIE, what the hell are you doing."

Billie, "I'm drawing, why do you need something?" The minute those words left my mouth I knew I was in trouble.

Billie's Dad, "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME!" At this point my dad was right in front of me, I could smell the alcohol off his breath. It made me want to vomit. It made me think of how someone so nice and innocent could change in just a few months.

Billie, "... im sorry dad, please don't hit me."

Billie's Dad, "OH I'M NOT GONNA HIT YOU-" He grabbed my arm and dragged me into his office. He roughly threw me into his chair and pulled out a pistol.

Billie's Dad, "- IM GONNA KILL YOU. JUST LIKE YOU DID TO YOUR MOTHER."

Billie, "DAD I DIDN'T KILL MY MOM! Why do you think I would do that." At

Billie's Dad, "ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOURSELF, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME OR YOUR MOTHER THAT'S WHY YOU KILLED HER!"

As soon as he finished that sentence he put the gun against my chest and cocked it back. I fought, and I fought hard. I grabbed the gun and he was so drunk his grip was loose. I was so scared, I got the gun away from him. I tried to put the gun down but he snatched it out of my hands. He Held it to his head.

Billie's Dad, "I'm not going to kill you Billie, I'm going to kill me. To be with your mother and make you suffer, and make you go through the pain I did when your mother died."

He pulled the trigger, his body fell limp, he went down with a loud crash. Blood was everywhere, he shot himself. For some reason my mind kept telling me I did this, that I was the one who killed him and that it was my fault. I ran over just to feel his cold lifeless body. I'm balling my eyes out, all I want to do is get out. I left, and I just walked. I didn't stop until I realized my feet had taken me to the Y/n house. I stared outside until I was frightened by the sound of someone's voice.