The Bully

Forever?

(Billie POV)

Diary Entry 1

What is even the point of this, Y/n said i should get one but she never told me what to do with it.

(Two Days Later)

Diary entry 2

Sooooooo.... I know what to do in this now and it's kinda fun lol. I cant believe y/n is going to dance in the superbowl. I'm so happy for her, but I just wish that the superbowl was on a different weekend. It just so happens that I'm on tour that month and I'm in Spain that day. I hope she won't care that I won't be able to see her, but i want her to know that i'm going to watch. Also What The Fuck, this bitch gets to meet Shakira without me, and DEMI LOVATO IS PREFORMING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM! she's literally meeting my "wife". Pfft I wish Demi was my wife. But that's besides the point, i just hope she knows i was being serious when i said i wanted to make a song with her. That will have to wait though, she has more important things to worry about. Also, in 2 weeks it will be the 5 year anniversary of my dad's death. I still don't know how to feel about it to this day. Like i'm sad he died but.. his ass definitely deserved it. I honestly don't know if i should cry or celebrate. Usually y/n takes me out to a nice dinner and then we come home and watch movies, but she won't be here this time so what am I supposed to do?

(Diary Entry Over)

As I exited my room I saw Y/n coming out of our gym. She looked so tan and hot. She was just in some joggers and a Nike sports bra... but DAMN she looked GOOD. I couldn't help but stare, and when she noticed me staring, she stopped walking, and stared right back at me. I couldn't help but look up and smile as she gave me a blank stare before looking me up and down. I was wearing her shorts with a tank top on, the top showed a lot of... ummm... chest. That's probably the best way to put it. She gave me a slight smirk and a wink. I couldn't help but drop my jaw a little bit, her previous action made me kinda angry. She only does that when I'm being teased, it's very rude.

Y/n: "How's the diary going?"

Billie: "So we are just going to pretend that didn't just happen."

Y/n: "I don't know what you're talking about." I gave her a sly glare, and let out a scoff.

Billie: "You're terrible, and the diary is going well. I hope you know this isn't the first time I've written in one."

Y/n: "You've written in a diary before? Do you have it?"

Billie: "No.. it's still at my dad's house... "

Y/n: "Oh... wanna watch a movie?"

Billie: "Yeah." i said with a smile.

(Time Skip, A Month later)

Diary Entry 2

It's been 5 days since y/n left, and i've never felt so alone. I dont have the motivation to do anything. I just want to call her but i feel like i'm going to interrupt something important. I mean, it is a 3 hour difference between us, so god only knows what she's doing right now. She could be sleeping, eating, or even dancing with Jlo and Shakira. All I know is that I miss her a lot, like a lot a lot. I miss coming home from the studio to my girlfriend singing and having food ready. I miss waking up and finding my girlfriend half naked coming out of our gym. I miss being able to cuddle her and hold her until I fall asleep, and it's only been 5 days. These next 2 months are going to be terrible.

Billie

I felt my phone vibrate and when i checked, it was a text from y/n. My day was already getting better.