Tonight is horrible . I looked in the mirror today finally and all I saw was negative shit. Like how under my chin there is fat or how in growing bumps. I try and try to change my life but its hard since I'm only a 13 year old girl. When I tell my mom I want to lose weight she just says your perfect just the way you are. Your not fat. But she just don't understand how it's my body. I'm not happy in my body. I want to vw beautiful and skinny like most girls in my school. I feel like no one understands . I don't want to look in the mirror and pick out negative stuff I want to pick out the positive stuff. But for some reason I won't. Its like something in the back of my mind is forcing me to think negativity . why can't it stop. So far this night has been horrible .
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