"Why the hell I am so nervous. He won't be eating me right.! he is just a normal person who would never prefer to eat raw meat, would he. NO. Then why the hell I am this nervous." she was talking to herself.
"What if he doesn't like me. what will I do then.?" "Are you in love with this guy. No, you are meeting him for the first time. what if he doesn't like me. why you don't want him to unlike you.""But what if he is meeting me just for the formality, he might not be looking for any serious relationship right now."
"So are you looking to have some relationship, right today," asked her mind "No I am not some desperate one to look for someone to be interested in me"
"Are you hating being single suddenly when you always have rooted for being single rather than being heartbroken" her mind once again questions "I am still rooting for that, do you see any boyfriend or love named number in my phone" reasoned her heart.
"Do you want him to love you in one look when you don't understand the love at first sight concept?" mind asked "No I don't believe in that but like in the first meet can happen" "So you want him to like you dint you" mind fight back "Yes I want him to like me no one wants someone to hate them, isn't it how the human heart work" the heart questions.
She was so self-questioning mode that she didn't hear any honk, bell, or even Muskaan calling her name.
"RIDHIMAAA" and she jumped the next second holding her hand over her heart. "Muskaan who calls someone like that" Ridhima said throwing a cushion towards her.
"No baby. don't ask who, ask why people call like that. where are you lost, girl? There has been continuous honking, bell ringing, and .." Muskaan asked her.
"Hey what happen to you, your palms are sweaty. Are you okay" Muskaan asked ridhima keeping her hand on her forehead to check if there is any temperature?
"Muskaan I am nervous you know I never meet boys like that before," Ridhima told her fear to Muskaan taking as sight she took ridhima towards bed making her sit on the edge she sat with her.
"Ridhima relax man don't panic there is nothing to panic about its just you guys are meeting nothing else." she tried to put a warm bandage over her fast racing heart.
"Muskaan its all feel so odd to me, meeting someone strange suddenly to settle with them" she reasoned.
"Sure it does ridhima. isn't this the reason you meet them and try to know the person before you have to settle down with them?" Muskaan questioned her calming her anxiety furthermore. "No one is asking for your answer today itself ridhima. Just meet with the person talk to him, try to get to know him."
"But how can I know him in such a short period" she questioned Muskaan
"Ridhima you don't have to know him today itself you guys would be meeting more than just today isn't it." seeing her eyes growing wide Muskaan continued "ONLY IF you feel like to meet again after tonight. Don't just shut yourself Ridhima loss up a little let him see who you are and see what person he is." and she calmed a little.
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I Will Hold You.... Little Longer
FanficIn the age of digital generation. In age where Arrange marriage seems odd, we have or beloved couple still stuck at arrange marriage as they were busy in making their life before choosing their partners for life. How will they meet.? What will happ...
