𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐌𝐞 𝐓𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 (:𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤:) 💜𝐁𝐓𝐒💜✔

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Somedays have past after that night. Jeongguk has gotten a bit busier as they are gonna have business parties after few weeks or a month and half to be exact, one small and the other big one. And this year, he is the one whose gonna organise it so. It's not only him whose busy but also the 5  others. He has been arriving late and leaving home early than before even on Sundays to which Taehyung was sad but he didn't want to burden Jeongguk more than he already was doing he thought.

As Taehyung knew that Bighit Ent. has different sections he decided to ask for a favour to Jeongguk that is to let Jimin work in his company after listening to what happened to him. And Jeongguk being the unknowingly whipped person directly obliged to the elder. That's why the 5 people excluding Taekook were busy.

Well the others didn't mind but Taehyung was having an effect of this things. He was again going back to his old self- not eating properly, not sleeping properly, questioning himself if he was a burden to the others or was he being to annoying to others.

Tae's pov

I open my eyes and close them again. It's too bright argh. I rapidly blink my eyes so that I can get well adjusted to the room light. Wait where am I? I look to my left as well as my right, then I realize where am I. No this can't be real why am I here? Noooo I groan in trusfration pulling my hair but hold up- where are my ears?!?! I turn to look at my tail and I don't have one.

I suddenly feel pain throughout my body as I fall back into the same old creaky broken bed. I harshly pull my shirt off and that's when I noticed the bruises on my whole body, the dark purple marks, some cuts here and there with dry blood. Nooo it can't be a dream. Was I dreaming until now- Jeongguk, Jinie, Chim, Joonie, Yoongi, Seokie Hyungie were you all a part of my dream. Noooooo. Please tell me it-

"Hey Ba*ta*d open the fu*ki*ng door damnit!!!!!! "

It's him omg it's HIM. He'll kill me if I don't open the door but why can't I stand up. It's so hard arghhh if I don't try to stand up he'll surely kick the door open give one of his worst punishment.

*Bang* *Bang* "OPEN THE DOOR AND ANSWER ME YOU JERK!!! "

I-I can't get up, I can't even speak it feels as if there's a huge lump in my throat and some one has kept something heavy on me.

*thud* *whoosh* The door opens and here he comes. Please someone save me from him.

"NOOOOOO PLEASE DON'T- huh? "

I wake up with cold sweat and not in that room but Jeongguk's. What the cake with soy sauce did I just dreamt about. (A/N: sorry for that he is just too innocent ya know.) Mayo with coffee my nightmares are back again.(A/N: Yuck🤮🤮) I rush off to the bathroom and stand in front of the mirror. I can clearly see the dry tears and my pale face with chapped lips. I pour water on my face to wash off the thoughts but I know it's of no use. I-I should t-try talking to Jinie Hyung but he is busy.

I freshen myself and come out. It's just for a day nothing more. I'll stop having them afterwards. I'll just paint.

Time skip~~~~~ (After 3-4 days)

"NOOOOO- Argh my head hurts again. " I shout as I woke up. I've been having that dream over and over again with some flashbacks. I should really call Jinie. Thankfully Jeongguk gave me a phone as well to call as I left my old phone at that Lee's place. I get chills thinking about him. I pick my phone and click on Jinie's contact. The phone rings and rings but no one picks up. He must be busy I'll try again. I again called him but no he didn't pick up. Guess he is just busy.

Shall I try calling Jeongguk? Let's see if he picks up. I tap on Jeongguk's contact and the bell rings. After three rings or so he picks up. As I start- "He- "

"Not now Taehyung. I'm very busy. "Saying he hungs up. I guess he is also busy. I'll just try to sleep some more since I don't have any work.

After sometime (1 hour later)

⭕⭕WARNING MIGHT TRIGGERED YOU❌❌(don't try such things.)

Dream  (only dream is in other's lives.)

"Hey you jerk!! Don't look at me like. How can you be like that!! Why do you look like your mother!!!! YOU ARE THE FU*KI*NG SHE DIED!!! " Yelling he grabs the nearest vase and breaks in front of the small boy. The elder takes the glass piece and runs towards the boy harshly grab the boy while his other hand on the way to pierce the glass piece into the small boy's delicate skin.

"UGHH DON'T YOU FEEL PAIN!! SAY SOMETHING!! WHY WERE YOU EVEN BORN-"

Tae's pov

"ARGH!!!! Not again please. Please... I can't anymore. I'm sorry Hyungie. Il sorry Chim. " I rush off towards the bathroom. I open the box placed on the right top shelf, in I have a razor. Idk why I bought it somedays ago I didn't think I'll be using it again.

"Just some won't do harm. I'm sorry Jinie and Chimmy. I'm sorry. " I pull the razor  slightly cutting my forearm. Some on the left, some on the right. I start feeling a bit better. Okay enough for today. I feel better.

"I'm sorry again guys. One, two, three............... Thirty. " Oh only thirty? Let's wash off now. I remove my clothes and take a look at the mirror. Oh my I've lost some weight. It's okay no will know. I moved in the bathtub.

"Ouch!! I-It hurts. I should try to control myself. I can do this. "

No ones pov

After having a good 30 minutes bath Taehyung comes out. He decides to drink some juice as he is not that hungry. These days his appetite had grew a little more less than before. He has been drinking juice or having some bread but nothing else and the others don't know about his condition as he told or pleaded the people around him to not tell them.

In the evening when he was painting he was so engrossed in it that he didn't see the phone blowing up with notifications.

WWH_JIN💗💙
Taebear I'm so sorry I was a bit busy. I didn't see.

Taebaby what's wrong?

Bub say?

Taehyung reply please...

After done for the day he gets up and check his phone only to find 100+ messages and 72 missed calls. After that Taehyung calls back. Jin picks up after 2 rings.

"Hey Hyungie. I'm sorry about today. "

"Bub WHAT WERE YOU DOING???!!! "

"Hyungie I was painting. About the call I just wanted to know what you were doing so calm down it's nothing much. "

"Ohh okay okay. I understand. For focusing you put your phone on silent mode huh that habit of yours is still the same. I was so worried. "

"It's okay Hyungie don't worry too much. " Saying that Taehyung hung up.

Hope you have a good day. I forgot posting yesterday hahah.
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