He's Back And He Wants Me

Chapter 15 : my past

Jaxson's P.O.V

This morning after we woke up I finally felt ready to tell her about my past up to the moment I came back home. I have no idea how she'll react but I hope it's nothing too serious and she won't leave me.

I can't think like that but I can't help it after everything I did to her in our childhood up too teenage years they're not Great at all and they could lead to her leaving me.

But I'm ready. She was in the shower after we had our breakfast and I went in the shower after her telling to meet me in my office that I'm in need of talking to her about something serious.

So finally after finishing up getting I'm ready. Im ready to completely tell her about when I was gone and everything from my childhood, well our childhood that she was kept in the dark.

Pandora's P.O.V

Jaxson told me to meet him in his office once I'm done what I had to do and I'm kinda scared. He looked like he has something on his mind.

Well guess I'll find out now.

I finished putting on my last bit of perfume and deodorant and put on some comfy clothing.

I put my hair up and leave the room and head towards Jaxsons office.

I knock on his door.

"Come in Pandora!" He says in a deep voice that stills gives me goosebumps.

I open the door and close it. I walk to his desk and his asks me to sit in front of him.

I sit down and he looks at me.

"I'm guessing you want to know why you're here?" He asks. Not gonna lie trying not to laugh because of how mysterious that sounded.

"Yes in fact I am. You look like you have a lot on you're mind." I said and he sighs.

"I do. It's about the time I was away and from my childhood. I'm ready to tell you. And you might not like it." He says and my eyes widen .

No! He doesn't mean he's ready to fully open up to me.

"No matter what it is I will still be with you and will always be you're girl." I said and smiled and he sighed in relief.

"Alright. Let's start with the moment I turned 5 years old." He says and takes a big breath.

This is gonna be heart breaking for him.

Jaxson's P.O.V

"When I turned 5 my dad bought me a dart set. Weird but cool for a kid am I right. Here's the messed up part. My mom bought me daggers. I was only 5 but I clearly knew what they were." I say and look at her and see her face scrunch up in confusion at what my mom bought me when I was young.

"I didn't know what was going on at the time, but as the years passed my mom." I inhaled again flaming myself down.

"My mom did not want me to get feelings for you, because she wanted me to be cold and heart less. Which resulted in me bullying you and picking on you. And it still hurts me to this day all the things I did to you." I said and she just looks at me and listens.

That's what I love about her. She's an amazing listener.

"Every time I spoke to my dad saying how beautiful you are, how much you make my heart race, how I like you more than a friend. My mom would constantly over hear it and she would beat me out of it. Never worked though as you can see. I'm still madly in love with you." I said and her face went red.

She's perfect in every way.

"When I hit the age of 11-12 my mom sent me to boarding school. But it wasn't a regular boarding school. It was a boarding school for gangs and mafias." I said and her eyes went wide and she started imagining things.

"While I was there, there was kids that were 18 years old and more. And I was the only kid there. So I got picked on and kicked,punched and hurt. But the more they did it the more I learned from them so I can learn to protect you. You were always on my mind all these years." She looks at me and she looked like she would cry because of what I went through.

"By the time I hit 18, I was the most dangerous in there, I had killed people. They trained me from the moment I went there to kill people, like they wanted and I became the most cold person you could meet. But no matter how cold I was you were the only exception. I would never be cold with you. You were the only thing keeping my heart warm." When I said that her face went from scared to awe.

"When it was finally time for me to come back and take over the family Gang my mother told me something. She said and I quote 'You cannot be with Pandora. She will ruin everything and make you weak.' I told my mom to fuck off and that I can be with whom I want. And she didn't like that. So right there gave me the idea she won't be so nice to you." I'm almost done saying the story when I see a tear go down her face.

I get up and walk up beside her and sit down in the chair beside her.

I grab her hand and kiss it.

"After I said that I left the house and went straight to the school to see you. I wanted to prank you one last time before I let you go forever. But even after that I couldn't do it. You're my world and I couldn't live without you. It's suicide. So that's what happened. My dad isn't bad, it's my mom you need to worry about. Even though he was scary and the old leader of the Gang, my mother was the scary one and the one who was too controlling." I said and she chuckled.

"Guess I found out where you get you're traits from." She says and giggles.

"Hey it's not funny. I hate how I have a controlling trait from my mom." I said and she just starts laughing.

"I never said I didn't like it. I love you're controlling side sometimes." She said and my eyes go wide and I smirk evilly.

"Oh really." I said and she stops laughing and gulps. I lean towards her and grab her by the throat and pull her towards me.

"You love it when I'm controlling?" I said and grinned.

"Y-y-yes I do!" She stutters at first. I chuckle and plant a short soft kiss on her lips and pull away quick leaving her wanting more.

"I love you Pandora. I always will." I said and held her in my arms.

"I love you as well Jaxson. I always will as well." She said and we stayed like that for a little before we pulled apart.

"Can we go shopping a little please??!!" She looks at me with begging eyes.

"You don't need to beg. I was planning on bringing you to get some stuff." I say and she smiles wide.

"Yayyyy. Let me go get ready." She says and I pull her close.

"You don't need to get ready. You can just stay like this so you're more comfy." I said and she giggles.

"You're funny. I need to look presentable in public. But I'll still be comfy. Just not in what I'm wearing." She says and I chuckle and plant a kiss on her lips and let her go so she can change.

But I follow behind her because I'm currently wearing joggers and a t-shirt.

We both walk into the room and change.

She put on black jeans and a red crop top with on le of my zip up hoodies and she braided her hair in 2 French braids. She put on some lip gloss so her lips aren't as chapped.

I put on black jeans and a red t-shirt and a zip up hoodie like hers as well to match her and I did my hair quickly and added some chapstick because chapped lips aren't good.

She looks at me and giggles

"Did you just match with me?" She says

"Yes. Yes I did. Is it okay?" I asked and she laughed and said yes.

"Let's go shopping now." She says as she pulls my hand and drags me out the house to my car.

We get to the mall and she was about to get out the car when I stopped her and told her let me open it.

I opened the door and she giggled and bowed.

"Thank you kind sir." She says and I chuckle and grab her hand and we head inside and start shopping.

I'm glad she doesn't hate me or think different of me from what I went through.