"Aren't you tired?"
"Do you ever think about me that you left behind? do you know how hurt I am? I am barely breathing" Sarawat clenched his chest holding back the tears that already at the edge of his eyes.
silent
"You don't know right because yo...
Hai hai, I don't want to give you any excuse instead thank you for waiting patiently.
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Daisies Standing in the Rain
by Annette Wynne
Daisies standing in the rain, Hold their heads together, But they never once complain Of the drenching weather.
Daisies know the sun will dry All their dripping laces; They're far too wise to frown and sigh And spoil their dainty faces.
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"Can we do it?" The question that Sarawat's asked Tine, made him freeze, he didn't know what to do. He felt like he wanted to do it, to fulfilled his desire to feel Sarawat on him completely but at the same time, he thought he couldn't do it. He was not ready yet. It was too fast for him. Too fast to completedly surrender to Sarawat. It wasn't mean he didn't love his boyfriend, he did, he loved his boyfriend very much, but it was a different thing, he was still afraid, he didn't want to risk his heart to fall deeply than it already did. He wanted to save the tiny piece of his heart. He was afraid with the consequence he would through, when the time comes, he knew that they will separate, the destiny wouldn't allow him to be together. He knew it.
So, before the heat took over his sanity Instead of answered Sarawat's question, Tine pulled the blanket and covered his naked body with it, his face implied a thousand apologies which made Sarawat understand what his mean.
"I am so sorry Love, I am sorry, I lose control, so sorry I make you uncomfortable," Said Sarawat with an apologetic face. Tine immediately cup Sarawat's face and gave him a light kiss, tried to make Sarawat feel better.
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(Just imagine it's Sarawat who on Top, I don't have editing skill and too lazy to search hahahah)
"No no no Love, don't be, I'm the one who should be sorry here...I am sorry to make you sad, I am not ready yet, sorry Love".
"It's okay love, don't be sorry, we can take our time, and maybe we really can't do it because..." Sarawat looked around him and back to his beloved boyfriend who still lying under him "Because this is your friend's room and we absolutely won't leave our love traces here, it will haunt him". Tine chuckled and nodded.
"You're right, we don't want Fong to freak out and nagged at me, he is so bitchy when angry, like your Type". Sarawat chuckled too and shook his head, then he lay his body on top Tine and put his head on Tine's chest.
"huft, what we did in the past life so God gave us such a bitchy best friend and why we still keep up with them...huft". Sarawat raised his head, his chin still on Tine's chest while his hand drawing an invisible circle on Tine's bare chest.
"Because we love them freaking much so that no matter how annoying they are, we still want them beside us". Tine smiled "Am I right?".
