The Prince's Lover

Pines 30

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"Phi.."

Tharn sighed, he held the bridge of his nose with one hand on his waist. He was quite shocked and disbelief "Now, Give me a brief explanation before we go downstairs, mama and papa are waiting".

The gear inside his brain now was malfunctioning, it was stuck. He was shocked, very confused about how his secret could be brought into public and become public consumption in a very bad way, he also worried about his family name and the result after this, and how about the Prince, how about his integrity, will his people ridicule him after this, whether his position as a crown prince will be threatened. Tine was in great fear right now. But whatever it was he must first be honest with his family, he really needs help.

"Before you start, please tell me that this is just fake photos and you did nothing with the prince"

But, instead answered his brother, Tine just bows his head even lower and it was enough to answer for Tharn to know that his brother and the prince did has something special. Tharn took a deep breath and closed his eyes without moving hoping it would calm him down, only then did he walk to his brother and sit beside him on the bed.

"So tell me, when it start?" Tharn said calmer than before. Tharn looked at his brother thoughtfully.

With his head lower Tine answered "I don't know exactly when it starts.... after that incident with the prince I've told you before, at the restaurant, we made an agreement so we met often, then... I felt something in here" Tine held his left chest and looked straight into his brother's eye, he wanted his brother to understand his feeling. "Do you remember when I ask you Phi, how did you know if you love Phi Mook, then you answered that everyone has a different description of love and the one who fall in love can describe and decide whether it's love or not, and I think what I feel for him is love Phi" Tine tightened his grip on his chest and tears already filling his eyes "I love him Phi"

"And I'm pretty sure you remember what I said after that" Hearing his brother's statement, Tine could only avert his gaze from his brother and close his eyes deeply, he felt ashame and guilt. Tharn who looked at his brother behaviour then took Tine's shoulder and made Tine look at him.

"Tine, Phi know that we can't control our heart, we can't choose who we fall in love with, Phi knows that very well. Phi know what you feel, but Tine, we always have freedom to choose to make the relationship happen or not. You always have choice Tine, always". Tears roll from Tine's eyes and Tharn continued "But why? Why you choose it".

"I tried Phi... at first, I denied my heart, I tried not to believe what I fell, think that maybe this is just a momentary feeling that will disappear in instant but, the more I denied it, this feeling is getting stronger, if Phi said that your love is Phi Mook herself, then it's the same as me, I see love when I see Sarawat eyes, I feel the love in every his gesture, every word he says implies his love for me. I know Phi that Sarawat is the wrong person I should never build a relationship with, I know it very well, I was at war with my own feelings Phi, I fought with it every single time until my chest feels tight and hurt but, ... ".Tine leaned towards Tharn and put his head on Tharn's shoulder, with sobbing he said "I lost my own battle, I fallen in love with him Phi..... I'm sorry Phi".

With that, Tine crying even more, he was sobbing hard while clutching his brother t-shirt, he felt sorry for his family, he knew that he had disappointed his brother and his parents, but he really loves Sarawat.

Tharn just sighed and took his brother to his embrace and rubbed his back trying to calm him down and it made Tine cried even more, he felt guilty and he felt he didn't deserve his brother's love at all.