Love is a beautifully terrible thing
And maybe I feel this way
Because I haven't felt real love
Happy love
I've only felt that sappy love
The good in the bad type of love
The good being that feeling you have
When you finally see them
And you both are alone
The bad being everything
But what I wanted to happen
And I don't know how to treat it
This broken system must be treated
Why is love
Only temporary for me
Like the petals of a rose
But these thorns are slowly
Choking me!
Why am I bleeding?
I try to see the beauty in pain
I try to know why I must go
Through the same thing
Skin stripped from daggered thorns
I tried to convince myself
That you were an angel...
My fault though
I forgot that Angel's could have horns
Mouth drenched in blood
From trying to bite my tongue
I want to be happy,
But love is a sick twisted game
And I do not want to play,
My heart is tired
of getting hit over and over
trying to protect myself
I try to listen to my heart
but you convince me once again
that I won't be the one
who ends up getting hurt
I should have listened
to all the countless cries of help
my heart yelled out to me
because I don't know
how much more damage I can take
before my heart gives out
