Pogue Style

Chapter 3

warning: marijuana usage, underaged drinking, and cussing.
Liv (pov)
it has been over a week now since jj and i hooked up. i've been feeling embarrassed since. I'm not the type to put out so soon, given that he took my virginity. i just felt it you know? but i've been hanging out with pope, john b, and kiara since. they don't know about jj and i so it's not awkward or anything. tonight ki texted me and asked if i wanted to go hang with them later. apparently jj will be there and i'm scared shitless to see him. i guess i have this fear of opening up to people. and i opened up to him. he knows almost everything about me. i guess i just have trust issues.

it's about 7 pm rn. i am getting ready to go hang on their boat. i've got my blue tie dye bikini on with high waisted shorts to go over it.
I put my hair in a messy bun bc i don't feel like doing it.

when ki comes to pick me up around 7:30, we walk down to the dock by popes house to get on the pogue. john b is driving, pope is hopping of the boat to go get beers. and jj is helping ki and i on to the boat. he looks at me extra long when he says hi to us. but no one noticed but me.

we all sit down. i sit next to jj bc ive missed the way he makes me feel and i like it. he has his hand on my thigh while talking to everyone. he's not wearing a shirt and has a hat and sunglasses on. i grab his sunglasses and put them on me playfully and everyone giggles. by 10 when everyone but jj and i are drunk and chilling in the back of the boat, jj pulls out something from his bag and holds it up to me. it's a weed pipe. i giggle bc he looks so serious.

"ever done it?" jj says seriously and determined.

"nope" i say nonchalantly

"really?!" he lightens up and we laugh together

"yeah i guess i've always been scared of it". i say. "i know what being drunk feels like and i'm not scared of that, but i have no idea what to expect" you say.

"do you trust me?" jj says with a certain look in his eyes that i can't pinpoint.

"yes" i saw without even thinking.

he lights the weed and holds the pipe while putting it up to his mouth. he inhales and hold it. when he blows it out, it's the hottest thing ever. he hands me the pipe and gives me a reassuring look. and i take it

"how do i do it?" i say

"i'll light it, cover the hole on the side and put it up to your mouth. inhale and hold it" he says "it's gonna burn"

i do as he said and he was right. it burned really bad, i blow out the smoke and start coughing a lot. he chuckles at me and hands me a water from his bag. i take some and feel slightly better. i'm shaking really bad.

"why am i shaking so bad?" i say nervously

"because your nervous, you need to relax." he says concerningly. "do i make you nervous" he says playfully and i start laughing

he doesn't take another hit to my surprise and i ask "why aren't you taking more?"

"because i want to make sure you're ok since it's your first time, like a babysitter." he says the last part jokingly but i knew what he meant. that was really sweet to me that he didn't want me to feel unsafe so he's staying sober.

he passes me the pipe again and this time it's easier and doesn't hurt so bad. but i still cough a few times. i'm starting to feel something. my face is relaxing and i feel really good. really sensitive to the touch.

"how do you feel" he says

"really good." you say relaxed "i'm not shaking anymore.

"this is my favorite kind of weed, it makes you feel relaxed but very aware of your body. really sensitive." he says. "do you feel sensitive?"

"mhm" i say humming in response while leaning back.

"good, it means it's working" he leans back with me and we look up that stars while listening to john b's music from the back of the boat.

time flies and before we know it, it's midnight. i take another hit so it doesn't ware off. i have never felt so good. i feel so relaxed and i began to question my stress levels when i'm sober. i must always be so tense.

"why have i never done this before" i say with my eyes half open

"i don't know man it's fucking great" he says laughing

i break into a giggling fit over the way he said it. and it wasn't even that funny. he laughs with me bc he knows how i'm feeling.

i get up and start dancing with ki who's too drunk to notice that i'm high as a fucking kite right now. jj is the only one that knows and he is watching me with wanting eyes. i'm glad he didn't take advantage of me while i wasn't sober. he is a good guy. and i can tell he wants to make a move. but i know he won't.

ki and i dance for 30 minutes until i feel so dizzy that i start to stumble out of control. jj stands up quick and grabs me before i fall overboard. i look at him and say something so stupid.

"your eyes" i say while touching his face.

he chuckles and stands me up and sits me down next to his feet. i lean against his legs and just vibe. he starts playing with my hair and twirling it. i feel like i'm about to have an orgasm while just sitting here because i feel so sensitive. his hands in my hair almost makes me moan. but i don't because i know i'm the only one who is feeling this way right now.

before i know it. we are all back at the dock and i stand up slowly. ki, pope, and john b are all still shitfaced and don't know i'm high. jj makes the suggestion that i stay with him at john b's so i don't get in trouble with my dad. i think about it thoroughly and make a good decision to go with him bc i don't want to worry about being around drunk people or my dad. plus i know that jj won't try anything since i'm not in my full headspace. i don't ask why he won't go to his house because i know about his dad. we talked about it that night on the beach.

jj, john b, and i all start walking to the chateau. john b is definitely more himself and less drunk. he looks at me funny but doesn't ask. i think he knows. but that's probably just my paranoia talking from being baked asf.

when we get there, jj takes me to his room at john b's. it was the guest room but jj always stays in there so we all call it his. he makes his bed for me and gives me a t shirt and boxers. he leaves the room for me to change.

when i'm done, i head out to the living room where john b and jj are sitting. jj looks at me and stares for a minute. john b looks at jj looking at me, concerned.

jj leads me back into his room and i lay down in his bed. he turns around to leave and i say "wait, can you stay here with me until i fall asleep?"

"ofc" he says and takes his shoes off and crawls into bed with me. i lay on his chest and close my eyes while listening to his breath.

"thank you. for tonight" i say.

"anytime. i'm glad you had fun"

with that i drift off to sleep. completely relaxed and warm against his bare chest.