As we said our goodbyes later that night,
I tried my hardest not to look into your eyes,
They pulled me in,
Like a moth to a flame,
They made me fall, all over again.
In the morning I watched you leave,
I pretend that you meant nothing to me.
As you boarded the at train with the boy that I hated,
But it's fine because you're
Only
Friends
At least that's what you stated.
The castle was cold, like someone who didn't know love,
No letters, no nothing,
It broke me in half.
Any owls that, I sent you never replied,
I pretend I was okay, but I was breaking inside.
I fixed the cabinet,
I focused on the task.
Long nights in that dead silent room,
It was only bare able when with you.
