My Hope is gone (hobie)

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-(Author Nim) Hello guys! I'm sorry but I have been asked to do some more emotional stories of the boys so the next couple are gonna be very emotional, if you like that kinda stuff then read on! these will make you tear up, so if you don't like it then I apologize in advance💜, this is an hour long sound track because this story is going to be a really long one, I'm going to get into it!🙌🏼
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Gathering my makeup kit I turn around, facing away from the corner, my eyes immediately sweep across the room landing on my boyfriend. My eyes move, traveling all over his face as I take him in, 'god, that smile' it makes me smile by just looking at him. I couldn't help but to fall in love with him, I didn't try to it's just the person he is, he made me. He made me fall in love with him, every smile, every helping hand, every glance in my direction. I remember it like it was yesterday.
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*flashback 1 year ago*

My hands tremble, slowly I bring them up to the door knob, I'm so nervous 'what if they don't like me? What if I'm not good enough to work here?' Oh god thinking of all of this I jerk my hand away. Holding my hand to my chest I cradle it, 'no I can't do this, I know they won't like me' making up my mind I grip my bag tighter and turn around ready to run away. Slamming into a hard chest I don't register myself falling back until I feel hands come around and grip onto me, pulling me up and to their chest. Blinking fast I stand up straight and slowly push at their chest, turning my body from them I give them a small smile. "You know.. you shouldn't be scared to go in, we don't bite... well I do but not much" the boy says, giving me a small chuckle at the end, I'm guessing to make me feel better. A smile comes onto my face, 'I like his joke, I think he's trying to make me feel comfortable... it's working' shaking my head at my thoughts I watch him grab the knob. "I'm going in here as well, Im going to shut this door behind me and in 2 minutes I hope to see you come through that door." He says to me, biting my lip I watch him push the door open, glancing over his shoulder he sends me a gentle smile.

The door shuts gently behind him, maybe it was his nice personality, maybe it was his small joke to make me feel better, I don't know what it was

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The door shuts gently behind him, maybe it was his nice personality, maybe it was his small joke to make me feel better, I don't know what it was.
In the moment I wasn't really sure what it was about him, but as my hand reached for the door, it didn't matter what it was. Because in that moment I trusted him, in that moment I wasn't scared, pushing open that door I stepped inside the room.
All eyes came to me, standing in the middle of the room I just stood there. "Hello I'm Bang PD, you're y/n right? The new makeup artist?" Slowly I looked up at him, "yes that's me" I smile at him taking a bow. "Great so which one of you boys would like to have miss y/n as their trainee makeup artist?" Bang pd says, I glance around the room and lock my eyes onto the boy from earlier, looking up from his phone he meets my eye. Giving him a shy smile his hand shoots up in the air before all of the other boys, "ME! me me me, I will!" He repeats over and over waving his hand slightly around in the air. "Great it's settled then, from now on you are to be J-Hopes artist" bang pd says to me, turning around leaving the room, "okay" I whisper as I watch him walk out. Turning around I come face to face with the brightest smile I have ever seen "I'm glad you followed me, I'm j-hope... but you can call me Hobie" taking his hand in mine I muster up my courage. Looking him in his eyes I give him my brightest smile "I'm y/n, thank you for giving me a chance, I will do my best" looking him in the eyes I watch him, he tilts his head to the side and says "I know you will".
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(3 months later)
I don't know how, but all I know is that I fell in love that day, he meant everything to me.
Walking into the room I get tackled into a hug as soon as my feet hit the floor, "AHHHH, get off of me you fat ass!" I yell as we fall to the floor. His hands come around my head to keep it from hitting the floor as we fall, landing on me he giggles into my neck, "NEVERRRR!" Laughing when I push him off of me. "Yeah uh huh! Now help me up like a good best friend should!" I growl out as I hold out my hand, pulling me up with too much force I fall into his chest. "Gotcha princess" he whispers, warm breath hitting my face, slowly my eyes travel up to meet his. "Hobie... please let me go" I want to create some distance between us so that my very pink face wouldn't be so noticeable. 'Remember just because you have a crush on him doesn't mean he has the same feelings' I remind myself. Bringing his hand up he lifts his pointer finger and brings it to my face, softly his finger grazes my dusty pink cheek. My eyes flutter shut at his movement, leaning my cheek into his touch I sigh, "what if I don't want to?" My eyes open at his soft questioning voice. Looking up at him though my lashes, I watch him, looking at me with such a soft mesmerizing look. That look, I can't help it, god is he making me fall even more, pushing at his chest softly to get him off of me. Gripping my hands tightly at the second shove he stops my movements, "don't" he whispers to me softly.
"J-hope, please we have to get to work. Stop playing around" Shoving him away he sighs, walking over to the makeup table with me he sits down.
I grab the brushes, turning towards him "let's hurry up and get some make up on you, you really need it" I say joking to him. His head whips in my direction, giving me the meanest glare he can.

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