- 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐂𝐄

4|𝕀𝕞 𝕊𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪

December 3
John orlando

Its officially been one day since the incident, one second we kiss like were lovers and the other second it's like were strangers.

How could the kiss not mean anything to her, it meant a lot to me.

I dont go kissing girls on a daily, I would've pulled away if I didnt wanna kiss her.

I know I just got out of a relationship with nadia but I have to move on it's for the best, letting her go might've been for the best maybe it was worth it, maybe breaking up was a message that she wasn't the one..

I sigh and throw myself on my bed. All I've been doing was talking to Lauren, me and Lauren's relationship is good and can be bad at times but she gives really good advice and shes extremely easy to talk to.

I heard my door open and standing there was Lauren and she had a grin on her face, I automatically knew she was up to something.

"Lauren what are you doing?"

She didnt say anything all she did was bring jules in and when I saw her I froze. I just stared at her blankly.

"We need to talk" she said and sat on my bed next to me. My eyes followed her every move till she sat on the bed.
I let out a breathe I didnt know I was holding.

I nodded in agreement and she began to speak. "Look, about the kiss." she paused for a second and continued."It meant a lot to me okay, I just was unsure if Lauren would've freaked out..."

"I'm sorry if I hurt you..." she said slowly looking down. Her apology was genuine and you could see the worry in her eyes. I sigh and pick her up pulling her closer to me.

I placed her on my lap and lifted her chin up to look me in the eyes. After a few seconds of staring our lips collided once again, but this time it was more passionate.

It was like we were the only two people on earth, I held her waist as her arms slowly wrapped around my neck. Soon it started getting more and more intense.

I pulled away from her lips and down to her neck leaving a trail of hickeys, I slowly placed her down on the bed and continued to kiss her neck. I heard a soft moan escape her lips and smirked.

I felt her hands go underneath my shirt slowly pulling it off.

I took her shirt off and left hickeys on her neck and stomach.

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Jules leblanc

I woke up with strong arms around me, I looked up and saw a sleeping johnny.

I slightly smiled and dug my head into his neck causing him to pull me closer.

I decided to tease him and started leaving a trail of hickeys down his chest, I heard him groan and i kept going.

"J-jules" he said trying not to moan.

I giggle and Stoped I felt him wrap his arms around my tiny body, I rolled my eyes and tried to get up.

I felt his arms wrap around my body and pulled me back down to the bed.

"John! I have to go shower me and Lauren are supposed to hang out today!"

"What about me" he said and pouted. I rolled my eyes and slipped out of his grip.

"Me and you can hangout tommrow, were going Christmas shopping!" I exclaimed happily.

I noticed a small smile form on his face and smiled back at him.

"Does think mean your gonna buy me a Christmas gift?" Johnny said with a smirk.

"Nope" I did popping the 'P', he gasps dramatically and I giggle.

"I'll buy you one soon but for now we have to get the tree, my little sisters gonna be so devastated if we dont."

"Little sister?" johnny questioned.

"Yea I have a little sister named hayley, shes the sweetest but when it comes to food dont touch it." I said letting out a small laugh.

"I wanna meet your sister" he said wich caught me by surprise.

"You wanna meet my annoying 12 year old sister?" I scoff.

"Hey what could go wrong?" He asked.

"Everything" I said and paused for a second before continuing.

"She has some serious trust issues, she doesn't open up to people as she used too, people have came into our lives and left without a goodbye." I said thinking about asher.

Let me give you a back story on everything.

Flashback

"Come on ash pickup!!" I kept calling and calling and never gotten an answer. I was worried and left my house leaving hayley their alone, me and Asher were neighbors so it wasnt rhat bad to leave her.

I grabbed my spare house key and opened the door to see the house empty and a note on the wall.

The note:

Hey jules it's me ash, I know I let without saying goodbye but I had to I couldn't bare seeing you cry because of me, even thought you probably will never see this but I'm moving away to LA, I have a future and I want to pursue my dreams. Again I'm sorry I didnt get to say goodbye but it had to end this way, I couldn't look at you and want to leave, I love you to much for that...

"I love you to much for that..." that repeated in my head over and over again.

So hes gonna say he loves me over a note, hes gonna say he loves me when hes atlmost 3 thousand miles away from me?!

I didn't notice I had tears streaming down my face, I didnt know loving someone came with so much pain.

If I knew I wouldn't have let him in...

End of flashback