- 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐂𝐄

14| ℂ𝕙𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕤

December 24th
Jules leblanc

It was Christmas eve and everyone was at the orlandos house for dinner. "So are you and jules together?" Meredith asked me and john making us both blush but before I got to answer john interrupted me.

"Soon" he said with a wink making us all laugh. I watch as the little girl walks over to johnny  and puts her arms up signaling she wants to be picked up. John chuckles and scoots his chair back a little and picks her up. "Hey Madison" he said in a kid voice making me smile as I watched the two whisper to one another making eachother laugh.

I felt someone tap me on my shoulder and turned around to see John's older sisters maddie and darian. (Okay yes theirs two maddie's dont get confused)

"Hey can we talk?" Darian said and I nodded in unison confused on why they wanted to talk to me. "Okay meet us upstairs in Lauren's room." Maddie said and both her and darian went upstairs and I turned to face johnny who was playing with the little girl.

"Hey I'll be right back." I said whispering towards johnny. He looked at me confused and tilted his head a bit. "Your sisters wanna talk to me for some reason." I said and he nodded. I kissed him cheak and went upstairs.

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"Finally your here it was getting boring down there." Lauren said wich got us all to laugh. "Anyways you guys wanted to talk to me..?" I asked concerned. "Yea we wanted to talk to you about our brother." Maddie said.

"Last year our father passed away, john and him were closer then close, today was the day he passed away and we have been trying to get him to go see his grave but he refuses.." darian said and my eyes softened. "Since he had a weak spot for you, can you try and get him to go their it's way more harder for him then us all..." Madison added on making me feel bad for him. Hes been through so much and still managed to put a smile on his face.

"Yea I will try.." I said giving them all a warm smile. "Thank you, you can go back down now.." maddie said and I nodded and went downstairs and saw John chasing the little girl, he picked her up by the waist and she giggled as I smiled at the both of them as he blew raspberrys on her cheak. He noticed me and his smile grew bigger.

It was hard to tell if he was hurting by the looks of it, he was very good at hiding his pain. I smiled back and walked over to the two, mer picked up and little girl ai that me and John could talk. "Never knew you liked kids so much." I said making his chuckle. "I've always loved them." He said and I walked closer to him and grabed his hand pulling him up to his room. I sat down and he sat down next to me leaning his head against the wall.

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"Please just do it, for me..?" I asked pleading for him to go.  "no I'm not going." John said sternly clearly annoyed.  I slowly crawled over to him making him look me up and down. "Please..?, for me..?" I said whispering in his ear. "Fine!" He said annoyed. "But you cant turn me on an then act like you didn't do anything." He said making me giggle. "Remember your Christmas gift?" I said making him smirk.

~john orlando~

I parked my car in the cemetery, I took a deep breathe and looked over at jules who looked at me worried, she grabed my hand and gave it a little squeeze with a soft smile. "Its okay I'm here, you got this, and if you need a shoulder to cry on mine is rent free." Jules said  making me softly chuckle.

"Thank you for everything jules..." I said softly and she gave me a warm smile in return. I gently grabbed her chin pulling her into a soft kiss, we both pulled away and got out of the car.

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I looked down at the grave stone as memories of my dad an I replayed, I took a deep breathe as I crouched down looking at it once more before looking at jules, she nodded and went to the car wich wasn't far from where I was.

"Hey dad, it's been a while since I've saw you. I never wanted to come here and see you because It would break me even more, more than you think it would. I remember the day you passed away so clearly it hurts to know that I have to even have that memory.., it was December 29th, I had just came back from school when mom called saying that you were in the hospital, I didn't even know why you were but I was obviously worried. It had been a couple of hours in the hospital after they said that you were hit by a car. They told me you didn't have much time left to live.." I said with my voice cracking a bit at the last part.

"I talked to you forever it felt like, we talked about how are future would be and everything how I'd get married to a beautiful woman who I love.., but you couldn't be here for those things sadly. and I wish you could. I really do." I said and noticed a few tears start to fall down my cheak. "Mh Christmas wish this year was for you to come back, I know that's impossible but it's just a wish that but it's worth a shot.." I said and looked down at my shaky hands.

"I miss you dearly I really do miss you, I miss when you could come home and I'd run and jump into your arms, I miss when you would sing me to sleep, I miss when you would tell the story on how you and mom met everytime at dinner, I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, i miss your presence in general, I miss everything..." I said and completely broke down, I couldn't hold it in any longer.

I felt arms wrap around me pulling me into a comforting hug and knew it was jules. I held her close to me as I cried.

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After a while I finally calmed down a bit. "Thank you for making me come here jules, I love you.." I said muffled into her chest. "I love you too.., and I know what its like to lose a parent, when I was six I lost my mom due to natural causes, I never really knew my dad so it was just me and haybug.." I said and hugged him tighter.

He lifted up his head showing his bloodshot eyes full of tears, he moved a strand of hair out of my face and  kissed me, I slowly kissed back as his thumb trailed down my jawline. We both pulled away as I leaned my forehead against his.