- 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐂𝐄

9| 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔽𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

December 5th
John Orlando

I stood there shocked at jules response, she knew I liked her but still wanted me to go for Emily, I tried to go after her but hayley pushed me back to Lauren's bedroom door.

"Just do it, she wants you to be happy.." hayley said.

"But I'm happy with her, I want her to be mine not-" hayley cut me off before I could finish my sentence.

"Just do it, for me, for jules, and for emily..?" Hayley said giving me a tiny frown.

I sighed and looked at Lauren's door. I turned around and their was so sight of hayley.

I turned back to Lauren's door and knocked on it.

"Hey is everything okay in there..?" I asked pretending as if I didnt just hear their whole conversation.

The door opened and Lauren was standing their.

"Is everything okay laur..? I heard crying..?" I asked.

"Please just talk to Emily..." lauren said softly and left her room and went into mine wich I was kinda upset about since I dont want her in my room but I needed to talk to Emily.

I slowly walked into Lauren's room and there was Emily cuddled into her knees staring at Lauren's wall her eyes exhausted from crying small droplets of her tears fell by the second soaking her face.

I took a few seconds to analyze her face an noticed how much she was hurting, she was my bestfriend and she liked me but I liked everyone but her.

Now that I think about it that much hurt a lot, if I liked Emily and she liked everyone but me then I'd be heartbroken..

I sighed and sat next to Emily as she played her head on my shoulder.

I took a deep breathe and started to speak.

"I'm sorry em's.." I said softly and Emily looked at me.

"Why are you sorry..?" She asked.

"You like me and I didn't even notice it.., I was wrapped around these other girls.  fingera and didnt see the feelings you had for me..."

"Give me and chance, please.." Emily said.

"I know you like jules but I love you and I always have, just give us a chance and if we dont work out we can be the bestfriends we have always been.." Emily said to me a little a bone a whisper.

I sat there thinking, jules wants me to be with Emily but jules knows I want to be with her not Emily.

She knows shes my bestfriend and she knows I dont like her anymore then that...

But she insisted that I go to her, I'm only doing this for her..

I looked over at Emily and she looked me  pleading with pure sadness in her eyes.

I picked up Emily an sat her on my lap and she kissed me before I even got a chance to tell her my decision.

I kissed back and pulled away feeling eyes on me.

I turn my head into the direction and saw jules standing there, she had a smile on her face but in her eyes you could see the sadness..

I didnt wanna do it but I'm only doing this for Emily's happiness,  I've been friends with her since forever I cant lose her that quickly...

"I'll be right back em's" I said and got up walking into my room.

Sitting on my bed was jules crying, I immediately went to her and hugged her but she pushed me away.

"Jules-" I said but she cut me off.

"Leave me alone." She said.

"But jules this was your idea! You told me to go to her so I did! I did it for you!!" I exclaimed.

"You have no right to be upset, I told you I didnt want to but you insistsd.." I said.

Jules looked me in the eyes and stood up without breaking eye contact.

"I know I did, and I did it for her happiness, she's your bestfriend and now your girlfriend I guess. And i know what I did I knew you liked me and I like you but do it for her..." jules said and with that she left leaving me lost for words.