leading up to july 14

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everyone's been busy on set except me. i don't have to be in any scenes because it's like "three weeks later" in the show. i've been sitting on set because i don't wanna be alone in the hotel room.

ever since i found out dylan and i have to kiss, i've been a lot more distant with everyone than usual. they've all noticed and have questioned me about it but i just ignore them when they ask. i'm pretty sure dylan knows what's up.

back when i danced in plymouth, the tap/clog team was a trio (addison, lorelei, and me.) lorelei and i had a joke that she was my therapist. i texted her on july 7th, a week before my birthday. i told her that i had a situation and she told me to call her on the 10th when she got home from vacation. i'm currently waiting for her text that she's home so i can call her.

an hour later, i finally got a text. i facetimed her immediately.

underline = lorelei
bold=alysen

GIRL YOURE SO IMPATIENT

i need help it's not my fault! also stop yelling!

what's up?

you know how addison told you i'm practically in love with rian?

yea, is it true?

more than true

AWE THATS SO CUTE

shut up! you know how i've never had my first kiss?

yea? a lot of kids in our grade haven't

i have to kiss dylan in a scene!

so what's the issue?

i wanted my first kiss to be special! not recorded! not for some netflix show!

i know you want it to be special but you're gonna have to deal with it.

it's just that so many people will be watching. i wanted it to be a special moment! with a special person!

alysen, i don't know what to say. you have to suck it up! maybe just don't count it as your first kiss? count whoever it is after that as your first kiss!

lorelei that's not how it works. it's literally your first kiss outside of family members!

alysen, it'll be okay. calm down. take deep breaths. you got a drink by you?

yea

take 10 deep breaths and then drink some of it. calm down and think of the positives.

okay.. i'll text you later, alright? text me whenever and i'll text you back as soon as i can.

okay! bye alysen!

i sighed as the phone hung up. i took a drink and looked around at the set.

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