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Taking a sip of the whiskey I welcomed the slight burning that it left behind in my throat. My eyes skimmed over the glowing lights of Rome while my body leaned on the window shield feeling a warm night breeze hit my face.
My head is still in a haze from everything that happened today, however, I couldn't help the curiosity and want of knowing the answers to all questions I have.
'How come they she returned when she said that she never will? Is there a reason? Where was she all this time?'
I shook my head a little, placing a glass on the windowsill and turning towards the door upon hearing a ringing. Pulling the door open I was met with Marino's blank look.
Not saying a word he stamped in moving through the apartment while looking around. "You good now?" He asked turning to look at me but I averted my eyes from him.
"I'm better." I mumbled stuffing my hand in pockets while looking at broken furniture around us.
"We have job to do tonight. Are you in or do you want me to go alone?"
"I'm fine with going. Just let me change my clothes quickly." I said pointing my tumb towards the bedroom.
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I don't remember when was the last time that I cried this much. I thought that I cried all my tears years ago but I guess I wasn't.
Wiping tears from my face I slowly stood up feeling pain shoot through my muscles from sitting on the floor in such a position.
The pain was nothing I wasn't used to so ignoring it I slowly made my way towards the kitchen feeling the dryness of my throat after so much cry.
Numb.
That is how I feel from inside now.
You know that feeling when you cry so much and it's like you cry all your feelings out and when you stop crying you simply feel numb. Dull. There are no feelings.
