It's Going To Be Okay [TodoDeku]

Uraraka

"Firstly, what the fuck?" Todoroki really was frustrated "Why are you doing all this?"

"Because I like-"

"And don't say because you like me, that's just bullshit. Not your feelings, but your actions" he was really pissed off too

Uraraka knew she was acting recklessly, but at the same time she didn't want to apologize "I just thought Midoriya will somehow stick to his past. You know, well, probably not-"

"You thought he wouldn't be able to let go of his past?" Uraraka was silent "You're not thinking he's that dumb"

"I was just hoping" she shrugs

"Okay let's pretend it would be actually like that. You know I'm gay, right? Not bi, or pan, or I don't know. I just like men, and to be more specific, Midoriya"

It seemed, to Todoroki, as if Uraraka didn't have one single brain-cell left. People don't choose their sexuality, expect if you're Trisha Paytas, but otherwise no.

"Don't you think you're crossing the line?" Todoroki knows that she can be a good friend, he may wasn't there from the very beginning, but he knows that she's a good person to her friends.

Uraraka didn't think about that, about crossing the line, where the line was. She just tried and tried and now she just fucked up, really bad.

It yet just didn't hit her. Maybe her emotions were blocking it, maybe it's just the shock for her that she actually went this far. She didn't know herself.

"Uraraka, I know you're actually a good person. But right now you're everything but that. Don't you understand that? You really hurt Midoriya, your friend. If I never showed up, you would still care for him, right?" Todoroki's mind also started to wander.

If he didn't show up, never got to know them, Uraraka wouldn't Habra crush on him and wouldn't have hurt Midoriya.

Maybe he is the one who should leave.

"I really don't want your friendship to be ruined just because you had some crush on me. I can just leave and you can talk things out and maybe things will get better" Todoroki didn't really know why he was saying that. He doesn't want to leave Midoriya. But he also doesnt want him to suffer.

He looks over to Midoriya and Shigaraki and was a little bit surprised how normally they talked, well it looked like Shigaraki was mostly the only one talking.

Urarakas actions came flashing through her head. The things she said behind their backs. The calls she made to get to Shigaraki. Sitting in her room, thinking about what she should do next.

She didn't have second thoughts, she didn't think it over. She just went with it.

She was thinking about their friendship. All the stupid and fun things they did, Iida, Midoriya and her. How good their friendship was.

Yes there were conflicts, but feelings never got hurt, at least not that much.

They always protected each other. Now she stabbed him in the back.

"I'm sorry" is all she could say. She doesn't know how she should fix all this. Is it even possible? "I'm sorry" tears started to run down her cheeks "I really am, and I want to fix it, I just don't know how"

Todorokis attention was back to her. He was just standing her, waiting. Not sure for what, but he was waiting.

"At some point I was in contact with Shigarakis friends and I didnt know how to turn back" she wipes her tears away

Todoroki sighs. He wouldn't say that she doesn't deserve to cry. He's glad that she realized what she's done.

"You should apologize to Midoriya first" he says in a rather sad tone, since he was still thinking of leaving