L.A. For You

Chapter 14: Should I?

Anna's POV: It is February 15th. The twins have been in New Jersey for most of the January and February month, because their dad died. Yes, I did text them to give my condolences. They're taking it really hard. They are back in Los Angeles now. I have been hanging out with Bryce a lot. I met one of his friend, who's name is Tayler Holder. I've been growing a lot on social media lately. I don't know if I should tell Gray that I like him. Ethan and Gray already have way too much going on at the moment. Anyway, this morning I'm going to that coffee shop. I get there, order my drink, and sit down. I zone out, then realized Gray texted me. 

Gray: Bryce said you needed something from me. 

Me: Oh Bryce that party animal. anyway, how are you and E doing? 

Gray: not great

Me: I'm sorry I'm always here if you need it. I care about you and E a lot. 

Gray: Yeah I know. What did you need from me?

Me: Nothing. Bryce was just being Bryce. 

Gray: lol ok 

Me: I know he's just being his party animal self

Gray: Better be lol

Me: I have to go bye

He didn't respond, which I understand why. I understand how he feels. Losing a family member is so hard. I tweeted: No YouTube video today. Feeling very unmotivated sorry. As soon as I tweeted that, Bryce texted to make sure I was ok. 

party animal: Are you okay? 

Me: yeah bryce. I just don't feel good. It's just one of those days. 

party animal: I'm sorry about that

Me: yeah. Thanks for checking up on me, it means a lot to me :) 

party animal: Anytime :) 

I read the text and I put my phone down. I started watching movies. 

*time skip, 4pm*

I just woke up from a nap. I kind of feel a lot better. I went to the store and got everything I needed for the next month. I put all my groceries away. I start watching YouTube videos . I then got on Twitter and tweeted: YouTube video sometime next week I promise. I the hear my doorbell ring. I open the door and it was Dinah. 

"Hey girl, I did not know you were coming", I said.

"I'm here, because you sounded so sad on Twitter", she said. She's right.

"Yeah. I'm really unmotivated and it's the twins", I said.

"What happened", she asked.

"They just lost a family member and I feel like we are drifting apart. But, I caught feelings for Grayson, but I don't want to tell him, because he and Ethan are going through a lot", I said not knowing what she's going to say.

"It's gonna be okay. Give them some time, and you'll be close again soon. Be patient, don't rush anything", she said. 

"Yeah definitely", I said. 

We talked a lot more. It felt really good to talk to somebody about everything. 

*time skip, 8pm*

Dinah left. I ate dinner with her earlier. I got my laptop to edit my YouTube video today, but my motivation was awful . Yay editing. After 2 hours of editing, Gray texts me, which surprises me. 

Gray: E and I are feeling a little bit better. Thanks for checking up on us earlier. It means a lot. 

Me: yeah no problem. always here to talk. I care about you guys a lot. Goodnight Gray. 

Gray: wait don't leave

Me: why?!?!

Gray: Because... I wanna talk 

Me: Ok sure me too 

*time skip, 12am*

I just got off the phone with Grayson. No, I didn't tell him that I had feelings for him. I went up to my room, plugged my phone in, and got ready for bed. After I got ready, I went to my bed and instantly fell asleep.