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Chapter One : Fake Love

»Do you have to be so cuddly and touchy with Taehyung? People are already shipping you. Sometimes I think you're in love with him and not me.«
»Stop being ridiculous«, Jungkook sighed, »you're my girlfriend and I'm pretty sure he also has a girlfriend.«

He hasn't.

»Hm maybe, but I don't know... just he's looking at you as if he really admires and desires you. His eyes tell.«

I know and it gets harder everytime I notice this look.

»That doesn't matter. It is important how you look at me, baby. What your eyes tell«, he said looking smugly at his girlfriend while getting closer, trying to change the topic.

»After your performance they would like to see you naked above me«, she answered while tying her hair up. »I think we can arrange that«, Jungkook said as he lifts his shirt.

Twenty minutes later both we're sweating and panting. With each thrust it got harder to not think about a beautiful man with a boxy smile.

          t h e n e x t d a y

»Kook! Your performance yesterday was sexy. I bet some Armys fainted. But how did Haneul like it? Bet she spent some good time with you«, Jimin says while wiggling his eye brows. Jungkook just sighed while looking around, searching for a certain boxy smile.
»Where's Tae?« Now it was Jimins turn to sigh. »Really Kook? You always ask for Tae. Am I not a good company? You know I also have good feautures.« Without looking Jungkook knew that Jimin was wiggling his ass. He was always such a tease. No wonder that both genders would like to have a taste.

»But nevermind, I think Tae left with Aera after the concert.« Aera.. she was beautiful. She has been working as a staff for two years now. Sometimes she and Tae would leave together to release some stress.

»Kim Taehyung! Do you know how to be punctual?«, Hobi greeted the said boy. »I'm so sorry, the traffic is terrible.« He put on a shy smile while scratching his neck. »Let him be. It's his first time being late«, someone said from the corner of the room. »You're always taking his site, Yoongs. You would climb a mountain if he wants it.« »Why would I want..«, Tae tries to ask but Jin interferes: »So, what about starting with the choreography?«

»Hey«, the blonde boy says as he lets himself slide next to Jungkook. »Hey. You slept well? You have dark circles under your eyes«, the younger asked curiously. He didn't want to think Aera was the reason he hadn't slept much yesterday.

Tae got closer - too close. Jungkook could already feel his hot breath against his ear. »Maybe I couldn't stop thinking about your sexy My Time performance.« Jungkook gulped while trying to tell himself that the feeling in his stomach was hunger. Hungry for Tae?, his mind asked. No, Taehyung was his best friend.

»Well, your performance was pretty cute. I liked it. I wished we could have performed our songs live", the younger sighed as he bites into his sandwich. Before he could take another bite Tae already took it out of his hands and ate the whole thing. »I'm sorry«, he uttered, »but I was at Aera's and we had no time to get breakfast.« Jungkook tried to laugh but all you could hear was a strange sound. »Yeah, I was at Haneuls last night.« He didn't know why he'd tell Taehyung. It's not like he asked. They were silent, a tension between them everybody could feel.

Taehyung stood up, clearing his throat. »Are you home tonight? We hadn't a movie night in ages. I miss my best friend«, Tae pouted. Jungkook stood up too, looking at his friend. »I would love to have a movie night, hyung. Let's meet at 8 in my room«, he grinned as he went to the door, exiting with an excited feeling. It will be a great night.

7 : 5 5 p m

Jungkook looked at his room for the fifth time. He had already turned on Netflix, drinks and snacks standing next to his bed and he had put all his laundry in the basket. »Maybe I should light some candles«, he asked himself in a small tone. While shaking his head he said: »No, this isn't a date. God Jungkook, get a hold of yourself. It's just Tae. Even though-« His self-talk was interrupted by the knocking on the door. »Kookie? Can I come in?« Instead of answering he just opened the door, greeted by the boxy smile he can't get out of his head.