{Woof o((>ω< ))o}
Trigger Warning: Anxiety attack
Lunar POV:
It late out. At about 11 pm, the sun is just about to set. I always seem to find myself by this pond. My favorite spot to sit was this huge maple tree. Sketching random things, such as the flowers around the pond to my family from my memory. it relaxing and help me get away from the stress of school. While school isn't bad, just the students. I can't stand being at school, they make me feel unwanted."Freak!"
No, go away...
"Weirdo!"
I'm not...
"Witch!"
No... please stop...
"No one likes you"
T--That n-not true...
Why do their voices play in my head on replay? I don't want to listen to their words. Their words aren't true! I drop my sketchbook and bring my knees into my chest.
"It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter!" I'm none of these things. I could feel my heart starting to race and my breathing was becoming fast, I feel like I'm going to pass out. I can't breathe.
I could hear my mother's voice, say "Lunar remember what I told you, countdown from 10 slowly and focus on your breathing" I listen to her words, not questioning why I could hear my mother's voice. Calming down my breath as I count down from 10.
"10"
Inhale.
"9"
Exhale.
"8"
Inhale.
"7"
Exhale.
"6"
Inhale.
"5"
Exhale
"4"
Inhale.
"3"
Exhale
"3"
Inhale.
"2"
Exhale.
"1"
Inhale. "See, everything is fine," Mom says.
I shouldn't think about these things. There aren't important. I hate how words that should mean nothing affect me. I unfold my knees to pick up my sketchbook, looking at my newest sketch of a person holding a small dog. I slip my book into my backpack. I always wanted a dog, I think the whole Krew wanted a pet, but we could never get one because our father was allergic. Sadly the dorms don't allow pets, other than service animals. It too bad really.
"Woof!"
Out of nowhere a small black golden retriever appears in front of me. Like I somehow summon it here. It must be a mix between a labrador and a golden retriever, I wonder how it got here? Luckily it wearing a collar. The collar reads "Eclipse" How fitting, I think to myself. There is also a phone number. "111 - 222 - 3333" I guess I'll take her to the dorms for the night, it pretty later.
"Hey, Eclipse. I'm Lunar." I put my hand out in front of the dog, letting her smell me. She seems happy, jumping around. I spoon her up and walk back towards the dorms. Hopeful her owner won't be too worried.
Once I get to the dorms, the one I share with Rainbow, the door is locked. She must be asleep then. I grab my key out of my bag, it is a lot hard than it normally is with this pup. Once I get the door to unlock I quickly get inside and set the dog down on the floor. She seems curious about her new surroundings. I take some sandwich meat out of the fridge, giving some to Eclipse.
"Woof! Woof!" Eclipse thanks me in a low bark and a few kisses, I let out a giggle as she does. She is well trained. God, I wish I could keep her. I check my phone for the time, '1:03 pm' Oh I was out for a while. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt to look after her for a night, right?
{I think this might be the only chapter that has only one POV ^ - ^}
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