BTS x BTS Oneshots

8. Namjin

I was watching Ponyo and I got this oneshot idea. Also if you can't tell, Namjin is just my favorite ship to write about. Anyways enjoy.
Btw the twins are Jimin and Taehyung and they are about 5 years old. Yoongi is their oldest son and is 14. The song below is the instrumental version of "Can We Kiss Forever?" by Kina.

Jin POV:

"Namjoon again?!" I yell. Its 10 pm, and I just sent the twins and Yoongi to bed.

"They need me at the office tonight." He says in an emotionless voice as he packs his things.

"Unbelievable." I scoff

"What?"

"I said," as I raise my voice. "This is UNBELIEVABLE. Too many times in a row Joon!"

"I have a job to do." He responds, not even bothering to look at me. "I'm busy."

"You have a husband and 3 kids who don't even get to see their dad. You're neglecting us!"

"Honey, I can't talk right now ok I gotta go." He stares at the screen of his phone ignoring me. I grip my fist and I clench my teeth. He keeps on ignoring me talking to him. Thats the last straw.

"For fucks sake IS YOUR JOB MORE IMPORTANT THAN US?!" He stops what he's doing. He looks up and me finally, realizing how angry I am.

"Babe stop yelling the kids are-"

"3 YEARS KIM NAMJOON." I say as tears begin to form, clouding my vision. "For 3 years I have put up with you leaving for your damn job and ignoring me and the boys! The kids rarely see you anymore. Jimin and Tae are constantly asking when are you going to spend time with them. Do you know how hard it is to tell them that you can't be there because your always at work?! To see them upset because their father can't be there?! Yoongi wanted you to come to his basketball game so he could show you how good he is. But you left right before the game could start because of work. He got angry that night. He couldn't concentrate on the game." I wipe the tears off my eyes as I continue.

"And then me. You don't even tell me that you love me anymore. You don't give me the same cuddles as before. You're never there when I need you and you never kiss me the same as you used to. You don't even care. I do all the cleaning, the shopping, the cooking, and I have to drive the kids to school and watch them!" Tears are streaming down my face and onto my neck, and I can see that Namjoon is crying in silence. I fall to my knees in defeat, my head down and my tears start falling to the floor and as I hug myself.

"Jin, I-"

"No, just go to your job. I don't care anymore. I've wasted enough tears on you already." I turn away from him. I hear the door for the front door open and close and the locks clicking. The same shit I hear everyday now.

"I'm so sick of this." I say out loud to myself. I lay on the floor, crying hard while I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

*1 hour later*

"Jin? Honey? Wake up please." I hear a voice. I open my eyes and see Namjoon. I get up and run away from him up the stairs, locking myself in our bedroom. I hear the door handle shake.

"Jin, please let me in." He pleads.

"No, you hurt me too much. Go away!"

"Please, I'm sorry. I didn't realize I was hurting you!" I just wanted to help support our family. Please let me in Jinnie." I sniffle and hesitatingly open the door. I see Namjoon in tears. I cross my arms and give him an annoyed look.

"Only now you realize? After I finally tell you. You really are clueless huh." I turn my back away from him. "Don't cry again its not worth it. Its just gonna be the same as before." I think to myself. I turn in the opposite direction of where he is.

"Look, I know I was a complete asshole and a jerk. I'm sorry I hurt you and the kids. I didn't consider your feelings. You can hate me all you want. But please, give me another chance. I promise I will make up for it. I'll take more days off so I can spend more time with you and the kids. I'll give you the love that you deserve and take you on dates again. Just please give me another chance." I feels arms go around my waist, giving me a back hug. I feel his head rest on my back, and his tears wetting my shirt.

"You are an asshole Kim Namjoon. But you make it so hard to hate you. No matter how many times you break my heart you still manage to have it. I'm going to give you one more chance." I feel his arms release my waist and I turn around to face him. I can feel tears fill my eyes again, and I hug him. I hold him close to me, tight. He hugs me back, the same way he used to before he was so busy with work. I bury my face in the crook of his neck, tears still streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry I hurt you Mi Amor, I wish I realized sooner. I'm such a idiot." He runs his hands through my hair.

"Yes, you are." I say without hesitation.

"I'll tell my boss that I can't come in for the weekend. I'm going to spend the rest of the weekend with you and the kids. I promise." He then connects our lips together, pressing our heads together. He hasn't kissed me like this in a long time. It was full of passion and love.

"I love you Jinnie. I wish I said that to you more. But I really do love you. I want to be with you from now on." He wipes the tears off of my face.

"I love you too Joonie, I wish you said it to me more often too." I yawn, tired from crying. Namjoon picked me up and placed me on our bed, pecking my lips before leaving to change out of his work clothes. He comes back in his Ryan pajamas and joins me under the covers in bed. He pulls me close to him, cuddling me while running his fingers through my hair. I hug him back, remembering all the times we used to have like this.

"Jinnie?"

"Yes Joonie?"

"I'm going to make it up to you and the kids. I promise I will never make you feel neglected again."

"You better keep your promise. I love you, you jackass."

"I love you too Jinnie." He kisses my lips one more time before we fall asleep.

Part 2?