LOST

LOST - 3

Weeks passed Gion is still in the hospital to recover. But during those time Jariell was still hiding from him. Which makes Gion so frustrated. He don't know but that ghost gives him a comfortable feelings than those people who keep visiting him and even to Tyler. Who claimed to be his fiancé and he believe it because of the photograph and videos that shown to him.

The little man don't want them to feel rejected by him but his guts was pushing  him to stay away that makes him wonder why?

The door opened but Gion didn't notice it because he was drown in a deep thinking to the point he's not aware what's happening in his surrounding. 

"Love..." Tyler called him. Gion turn his head to the voice. It's smiling at him. His fiancee seated to the chair near to his hospital bed. He tried to reach for Gion's hands but the little one refused that makes him smile sadly. Gion just look to Tyler with blank expression. Gion don't want to be rude but he felt really distant to them. Which he cannot understand. 

"I love you, Gion." Tyler suddenly uttered. Gion closed his eyes to feel if he'll feel something after hearing those words. Tyle said he was his fiancée that makes him think that he loves him. He was been coma for years. He has an amnesia but his condition doesn't make him stupid about the feeling of in love. But one thing he sure of. He once love this person. He don't know how? But he feel it. And looking to Tyler eyes he didn't see any glimpse of love for him. Just care.

"I'm sorry. But I can't feel it." Tyler smile disappeared he said that. Gion doesn't see any hint of love in him  but he saw pain. How is that possible? Gion thought.

"L-love—" he cut him off.

"Tyler, tell me. Are we happy before?" After asking that question Tyler shut his mouth as if Gion's question hits him.

"Because, I think we are not. What really happened? Why I ended up being in a coma? Where's my parent. Bakit kayo lagi lang ang nandito?." Tyler shook his head.

"Love listen to me. W-we are happy. Until that accident happened. A-about your parents. I think you are not ready about the facts. You need to recover first." he explained. 

"B-but—" Tyler stop Gion from talking as he hugged the latter gently. 

"I promise. I will tell you everything. I promise. But now, please take a rest." Gion cannot do anything but to nodded because he saw the desperation in Tyler's orbs.

"I love you." Tyler once again said to him.

While Gion and Tyler was talking. Neil is listening to them from outside. He is leaning to the wall. His heart was aching. When he heard Tyler saying that he loves his bestfriend. His tears started to escape from his eyes. 

"It's hurt..." He whispered. But what can he do? Nothing. 

"I've been looking for you, babe," Tyler sat next to Neil. After listening to their conversation he went to the hospital garden to unwind. It's already night and he knew that Tyler was looking for him because he's been receiving call from him but he wants to be alone to think.

"When we are going to tell Gion about us?" he asked as this lover sat beside him.

"Soon. Gion needs me. Need us. He don't have any relative to lean on." Neil chuckled but his tears rushing.

"I need you too." Tyler feel the rush of guiltiness seeing Neil's shedding and it's his fault. Always him.

"Babe—"

"Mauulit na naman ba? I am always waiting for you Tyler. But you ended up always choosing him and what's the reason?" He looked away and gulped before continuing his words. "Gion needs me. F*ck. Always that one. He needs you. How about me?" Tyler looked down. He's guilty torn between the two person he value a lot.