You're My Trigger. Quinton Griggs

Chapter 33

QUINTON POV
"So you just did it. You bave no idea how much I've been crying about you these last 3 days. I've been crying my eyes out at night wishing you were by my side, hoping that when I wake up you'd be there with me and that all of this was just a dream." She says getting up.

"I'm sorry." I say as I couldn't from any other words. "Sorry isn't gonna do anything Quinton. I can't keep doing this." She say. "What?" I ask confused.

"Everytime I see you i just wanna jump in your arms and kiss you, but I can't because your not mine. I... I think we should stay away from each other Quinton." I say.

I sigh and as I was about to tell her the truth, the real truth about Cynthia treating me when she speaks. "Bye." And then she walks off. "I didn't wanna kiss her." I whisper as she was already a few meters away.

CHANEL POV
I arrived home so I got out of the cab and went straight to my room. I closed the door and slid down to my knees crying. I got up and walked to the bathroom.

⚠️𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠:𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦⚠️
I saw my razor, I wanted to just walk away but I couldn't. I picked up the blade and pushed it into my skin making the blood drip into the sink. I feel myself get dizzy so I stopped after 6 cuts. I cleaned everything up then layed down on the bed as I was still crying.

QUINTON POV
I arrived at the Cafe Anthony told me to meet him at Monday. I got out my car and saw him waiting at the entrence. I walk over to him and see Avani with him as well.

"Hey I got us a table we can go in." He says so we we walk in and sit down. "Okay what's up?" I ask. "Why can't you tell us the reason you did it?" He asks. "I told you it'll put Chanel in danger." I say looking down.

"Dude you know I love you and I believe you. I know you love my sister with your whole live and won't do anything to hurt but you are hurting her now." He explains. "What do you mean?" I say looking up concerned.

"Quin she's been extremely secretive. She's quite and hasn't smiled since you left." Avani says. "Well I don't think she wants to talk to me." I say. "What why?" Ant says.

"We ran into each other a few hours ago and she told me that we should stay away from each other and I respect that if she wants that I'm gonna give it to her." I say looking down.

"Dude I-I don't know what to say." Ant says as Avani sighs. "If that's really what she said stick to it." Avani says. I nkd then get up and walk out as I couldn't take it anymore. 

I get in my car and drive to my mom. I get inside the house seeing her asleep on the couch. I slightly smile and grab a blanket. I throw it over her, switch off the TV and wlak to my room. I take a quick shower then get into bed.

𝐀/𝐍
𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲...

Q͟u͟e͟s͟t͟i͟o͟n͟/s͟:

𝑹𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒏𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔?
𝐼 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑒𝑟 𝑅𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠.