you orbit around me, i orbit around you

lucid (veemark)

a/n
its almost december but is it too late for a halloween fic?

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if someone were to ask him, vee wouldn't be able to tell exactly how the dreams started but he can recall when it started, a few months back, a year almost. first time it happened, never did it crossed his mind that it could be a serious matter. dreams were supposed to be harmless, most of the time forgetable. it could also be product of his playful imagination, maybe caused by of lack of sleep and stress because of university or he was just plain horny.

his dreams have the same recurring theme: a man visits him in his bedroom.

from dreams, he eventually called it nightmares, simply because they are haunted. vee would open his eyes then he would become rigid and paralyzed. his breathing and eyes were the only thing he could control. it'd continue for few minutes until the said man appears out of thin air. he would hover over vee's body then vanishes. after that vee would be able to move again and then he would wake up from the dream. the first few visits were short and uneventful yet definitely terrified him. 

the dreams grew more vivid and strangely realistic over time. with each encounter the man was more straight forward. these lucid dreams went from frightful but innocent to downright sinful. from a shadowy figure lurking at the corners of his vision, simply hovering over him to a man taking and grabbing every opportunity to please him, fullfilling his wildest sexual desires. from once a month to once a week, to everyday of the week, the man frequently visited his dreams to have sex with him, almost as if the man feeds off from it. now when vee sleeps, its full of anticipation. desperate to find the man in his dreams.

the man didnt look evil. in fact he looked harmless, good looking even — like a boy who can pass as a celebrity if he wants to. his features were perfect, too perfect, almost not human. he was attractive, no point of denying it. his face was smooth as porcelain, his skin was paper-white. waves of fluffy hair surrounded his face like halo. despite of small stature, his presence was overwhelming, demanding and intimidating, vee used to wonder if the man was as dangerous as he appeared to be and he managed to prove him several times that he was indeed stronger than him, that he can rip him open with a snap of a finger.

the man gave him a different kind of desire, not a desire to consume but a desire to be consumed. sometimes, he fears the attraction he has for the man — fear of what would come of it, of how he easily surrenders to it.

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its one of those dreams.

the man had never been gentle when it comes to sex, vee found no reason to argue. despite the soft lighting provided by his bedside lamp, he can see the other's movements fully. the man's small waist, tensed with muscles working hard as he mounted vee. using the weight of his body, the man lowered himself into him. ver could feel the stretch around his cock as the man fucked himself slowly into him, releasing pleasured sighs in between. his eyes seemed hold no recognition, glossy black eyes with shades of red, reflecting only lust when they look down on him. the man's eyebrows furrowed in full concentration while shifting his position for a better angle. his fingers dug into vee's hips and skin with force, pointed nails painted black scratches on vee's chest, his torso, his arms.
the man suddenly stopped moving, leaned forward and kissed the curve of vee's neck. he shuddered when the man bit his neck hard.
"you like it when you're inside me, do you? then i will let you come inside me as deeply as you like." the man settled on his knees again, riding him slowly, up and down. their pace increased and quickened eager to match each other's rhythm. they both moved harder, faster, both desperate for release. the man was in ecstasy, vee too.