Rin POV
I was about to get dress for school until dad had called me from the other room.My face has turned pale, body shaking, I slowly walked into the family room to see him with his arms cross staring at me, bottles of liquor on the floor.
"How may I help you father?" I asked "I need you to talk to your sister Rizzo" he told me in such a harsh tone "about what" I crossed my arms back "you know what! you heard the fight, now talk to her about taking over the company" he started to raise his voice "I would love to take over the company, please dad, can I? I'm just kidding I don't want to be involved in the company and be involved with your guys disagreement again" I went to walk away, when my father started to speak again "I can't even believe you and Shima are twins" "what do you mean by that!" I yelled "you and Shima are nothing alike you are a stupid girl and Shima is-was-a very smart boy who loved the company" my father growled at me...he just crossed the line. Don't you dare compare me to Shima, me and him are nothing alike! I loved him, but he was young and naive who would do anything for the company.
"Listen here father I'm am his twin, we do look alike, but we act differently father, do you even realize that I'm the one who cried the most when Shima died, he was my other half, father" I started to tear up "it was your stupid fault he died" my father started to walk away from me.
Yeah it was my fault...I just stood in the family room defeated. I want my brother back, I want Shima back, please Shima, come back.
"Hey sis you ok?" Viviana asked me "you heard didn't you?" I asked back "w-well no, not all of it" she scratch the back of her head "come on we're going to be late for school again" I walked toward the limo and drove to school.
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School was over and me and vivi decided we should visit the host club. When we arrived there we saw Rizzo already about to open the door "I see your here to see Tamaki again" I smirked "n-no and what would you even be here for!" She yelled "I have business with the twins" I laughed "what kind of business...wait a second you not falling in love with them are you?" Rizzo eyes started to glow "I don't like both of them" I growled, then walking inside the room.
I was sitting down in the middle of twins when I keep thinking of the same thing over and over 'it's your fault' yes it's my fault "hey Rin?" Hikaru looked at me all worried "huh?" I got out of my daze and looked at hikaru and kaoru "you seem out of it today" kaoru told me "no, I'm pretty normal" I smiled then placed my hand on the back of my head.
I started to looked over at vivie and kyoya when I see the glow in her eyes. I tried to hear their conversation "so you never did answer my question" vivi smirked "about the haruhi thing, fine I'll just tell you, yes haruhi a girl she has a dept that she has to pay" he smirked back "a dept you say" she smiled "awe I kind of feel bad, what kind of dept?" She asked "well you will have to find out" he smirked and lean in so close to her face she probably could feel him breathing.
"Rin are you sure your ok!" Kaoru lean in almost our lips touching "yes I'm fine now I need my space" I sighed "can I asked you guys something?" I looked up at them "sure" they said in sync "if-no what never mind I have to go" I got up quickly about to leave the host club. I can't believe I was about to asked them if one of them died would they blame themselves. It been 10 years, why am I still hurting..why, Shima?
"Hey wait Rin" kaoru caught up to me in the hallway "yes, kaoru?" I turned around to look at him "how'd you know I'm kaoru" he titled his head"because you and hikaru are different people, duh" I smiled kindly "um-me and everyone, well the host club, I mean, are going to this new cafe do you and your sisters want to come?" He smiled at me with a sight of blush across his face.
I kept thinking of the fight father and Rizzo had I don't want her to get yelled at again "no I'm fine" I smiled and went to walk away "why are you crying?" He grabbed my wrist "I'm not crying" I went to feel my eyes and cheeks and they were all wet, I must've been lost in thought to the point I was crying. Shit he probably thinks i'm a baby, i'm making a fool out of myself, why am I so worthless..
Karou smiled kindly, a smile that has changed me, "Rin, whatever bothering you, me and Hikaru are with you, ok?" I blushed, happily.
"You're going to come tonight to the new cafe with your sisters, i'll see you tonight, mi'lady" he smiled then walked back to the host club.
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I was in my room playing with a ball throwing it up at the ceiling "vivi, rizzy come here" I yelled they both ran into my room "what is it?" Rizzo asked "forgot to tell you, the host club wants us to go to the cafe, it's a new cafe that just opened up, you want to go?" I asked "yes!" Viviana yelled while Rizzo had a unsure look on her face "yeah I'll go" she put on a fake smile then walked in her room.
"I'm going to take a nap Viviana wake me up when we have to go, " I told my older sister then fell asleep.
-dreaming-
"Yo" I smiled while hugging my twin brother "let's play catch" Shima suggested "yeah!" I put a fist in the air as he threw me the ball, I threw the ball back, but he missed it "awe it fell in the street" Shima sighed "let's go get it!" I went to walk in the street when a car was coming "Shima watch out!" I yelled and running out of the street, but Shima didn't notice until it was too late.
"N-no Shima" I ran toward him "wake up!"
I yelled crying on his small chest "wake up!" I yelled even louder "hey Rin-what happened" Rizzo ran up to me while I was still holding Shima "the car" I pointed toward the car, still crying.
I kept on crying and crying until I see my dad running up to me "what have you done!" My dad yelled ,slapping me "you worthless girl! you kill your brother" he kept on slapping me "stop it dad!" Rizzo got in front of me and yelled "get out of the way!" He pushed Rizzo "it's my fault!" She yelled hovering over me "I could've stop them, but I didn't!" She kept on yelling "
"It's all your fault that Shima died" that's the last words my father Said then left. That was the last day we were all a family, the last day our dad loved us.
-end of dream-
tears steamed down my face, it's my fault, my damn fault, I'm sorry Shima.
A/n: sorry for a bad chapter I had kind of writer block but yeah anyway enjoy the chapter
