Chapter 3~ sick of it

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When I woke up it was around 4:00pm, wow I really slept that long! Noah wasn't there and I started to panic and look around his room looking for anything that could have been a weapon. Until I get to his bedroom door, the sweat smell of pancakes and syrup hits me as I start to realise what's happening. I stand against the door trying to calm myself down. You see, I have anxiety and whenever anything like this happens It feels 100 times more scary then usual. All of the worst possible things that could happen come to my head.
I tear rolls down my cheek as I slide down the door. I'm sick of having to deal with this all of the time! Suddenly, I hear a knock at the door as I'm sobbing into my hands. I stand up and open the door to see Noah stood there with a smile on his face. That smile soon fades and within seconds his arms around my body holding me a tight hug, a meaningful hug, one that's full of love and sympathy. I back away and look into his eyes, obviously there is mascara running down my face and my eyes and puffy and red from crying. I feel embarrassed. "Y/n what's wrong?" Noah asks sympathetically. "I woke up and you weren't there and then my anxiety started to kick in and I-." I start to explain but I can't keep it together. I throw my head into Noah's shoulder as he holds me in his arms. "I can't deal with this anymore! I'm sick of these panic attacks over nothing!" I sob into Noah's shoulder. "It's ok y/n.. it's ok.." he says as he stokes my hair. I take a step back and smile while looking into Noah's glistening eyes. "Y/n... I will NEVER leave you.. I would never let anyone take me away from you..I lo-"

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