You had a on and off relationship with Fred Weasley , at one point he would be very affectionate but then the next he would be cold and treat you as if you were nothing.
This has gone on for months and you had spent nights crying into Hermione's arms about how much this boy would hurt you and confuse you , you admitted to her that you were in love with him but he didn't seem to feel the same most of the time , it was ripping you apart , he had destroyed your confidence and made you believe that the only person that would find you attractive was him and that your lucky he pity's you. Then other times he would tell you that you were beautiful and that any boy would be lucky to have you , you felt broken and lost and had no idea what you were going to do about it , for months it was just hooking up and sex , then he would ignore you until he came back to hook up again , it had never gone any further than that.
Last night you had spent hours crying to Hermione again about how horrible he made you feel and how you feel disgusting when you look at yourself. She assured you that he's the problem and that there's absolutely nothing wrong with you , she adviced that you cut off Fred and stop giving him what he wants , you agreed although it hurts you knew it was for the best. You walked into the great hall before Fred got up from his seat and jogged over to you , pulling you out of the hall and into the corridor for privacy , he leaned down to kiss you while undoing your tie and you gently but firmly pushed him off of you.
"What's gotten into you? I thought you loved me?" He said as his face went from annoyance to hurt. "I'm sick of you using me Fred. I can't keep getting hurt by someone he doesn't give a damn about me" he tried to move closer but you put your hand on his chest to keep him away , you knew if you let him get close then he'd make you swoon and he'd win.
"But y/n I was about to ask you if you wanted to get a drink after school" he put his hands in his pocket and looked at the ground in fake disappointment.
"Really?....well...if you really mean it then sure..." His eyes lit up and he moved closer and kissed your cheek before telling you he'll meet you there and leaving.
You were getting ready in your dorm at the end of the school day and Hermione walked in and gasped.
"No! Don't you dare!" She instantly knew you were going to see Fred as she had seen you getting ready at the end of the day before seeing him often.
"Hermione it's different this time , he wants to go get a drink outside of school with me" you stated as you put your earrings in while looking into the mirror on your desk.
"You can't be serious?? After all the damage he's done to you! All the nights you spent crying to me about how he hurt you?" You rolled your eyes and smiled because you knew this was different.
"It'll be fine , were going to work this out" you smiled at Hermione but she didn't return it.
"If you go on this date , I can't be your friend. I can't watch you ruin yourself and I won't support this" your smile dropped and turned into a look of hurt and anger.
"Fine! You'll see!" You grabbed your bad and stormed out of the room before your eyes could tear up , she'll come around eventually and you'll be friends again.As you got to the place you sat down in a booth and waited for Fred , you ordered a drink after about 10 minuets of waiting and started drinking it , the longer you waited the more nervous you got and the stupider you felt. What if he stood me up? You thought to yourself , you had been waiting an hour and had around 6 drinks as you felt dizzy and couldn't sit up straight , two people walked into the place and walked over to you , you looked up and saw Fred's arm around Angelina Johnson from school , your heart ached as they sat opposite you in the booth holding onto eachother lovingly.
"Hey y/n it's nice to meet you , Fred's told me all about you and you sound like an amazing friend" you scoffed at the word friend and she seemed confused as she looked at Fred. Fred kept eye contact with you with a smug grin.
"Y/n , this is Angelina....my girlfriend of 2 years" your stomach dropped as you heard this and your eyes teared up , you stumbled as you quickly stood up from your seat and walked towards the exit drunkenly. The both got up and followed you because Angelina didn't want you walking back alone in this state and Fred was just amused at the state of you.
You felt Fred grab your arm and try to get you to sit down on a bench outside but you pulled your arm away and muttered something under your breath.
"Did you say something?" Angelina asked you sweetly while helping you stand up properly , you felt bad for her so you decided to tell her the truth."He's a cheater. Fred's been screwing me and using me for months" she laughed nervously as she thought it was a joke but an odd one , she sat you down before kneeling Infront of you and asking to continue what you said.
You began crying as you felt horrible that she didn't know and the pain from your whole fling with Fred and argument with Hermione came flooding in.
"He never told me he had a girlfriend , he's been sleeping with me for months and breaking me slowly" she looked at Fred with discussed and asked to explain himself while she wiped your tears away.
"She's lying Ange , it's bullshit she's just a jealous attention whore" Fred scoffed and glared daggers into the back of your head before you stood up and marched over to him with a new found sober attitude."How dare you call me that? After everything you've done to me! How fucking dare you turn around and call me a lair. Your cheating on this poor girl and don't even have the balls to admit it" Fred looked at you in shock as you poked his chest with your finger as you spoke. Angelina covered her mouth to cover her shock and heartbreaking sobbing at the current event.
"Fuck you Fred! Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you." You screamed as you pushed him with each 'fuck you' as you balled your eyes out.
You took your heels off and walked back to Hogwarts alone as you heard Angelina break up with Fred and call him a disgusting lying cheat.(Part 2 to see if Hermione forgives you?)
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