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𝖛𝖎𝖎𝖎 - 𝖑𝖊𝖙'𝖘 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖞

𝙫𝙞𝙞𝙞 - 𝙡𝙚𝙩'𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙮

(the italics are a flashback. i'm so sorry if this has seemed hyunjin focused so far but it's starting to get juicy 😏)

• just a few days before •

you eyes bore into the ceiling, noticing all of the glow in the dark stars that were stuck too it. beside you laid hyunjin, the both of you just laying comfortably on his bed.

you felt his eyes on you and you glanced at him, your own eyes instantly darting away from his intense gaze. "why are you staring at me?"

"because you're insanely pretty, y/n," he replied as if it was the most honest statement he ever had to say. your cheeks were red and you knew it.

"stop."

"no."

"you're so much worse than jimin."

"in a good way or bad way?"

"don't worry, it's a good way. you guys are just flirts."

there's a moment of silence and you know hyunjin is trying to figure out how to say something. you turn on your side, reaching to play with his hair.

"you like him," he blurts.

your hand freezes in his hair and you sputter. "i—
w-what?"

"all of them, actually.  you like them all."

you wince, sitting up to get off of the bed as you felt nothing but embarrassment. hyunjin grabs your wrist and tugs you back.

"don't go. just talk to me," he insists. you sigh and lay your head on his chest to avoid looking at him.

"i think i do... it's fucking weird to even say. they were just my best friends and all of a sudden, i kept thinking about them in a different light. even jungkookie! he's 18– still in highschool— and i just notice something new about him everyday. he's more of a man than he thinks he is and it's so attractive."

"you're only two years older than him and... they like you back."

"no they don't, hyun. stop getting my hopes up. i just want to move on."

"but you won't. they're never gonna leave you alone because they all like you. i've seen the eight of you together. it's impossible for you guys to not have feelings for each other." he rakes his fingers through your hair soothingly.

"but... i never thought i'd have feelings for seven guys at once. that's not normal."

"eight guys," he corrected and you rolled your eyes because of course he had to add himself in the equation.

"shut up."

"look... it's 2020. your normal doesn't have to be anyone else's normal. me and you and everyone else aren't normal."

you didn't answer, looking up at him with watery eyes. it hurt to think about the boys knowing it's never going to happen. he shook his head at you and held your chin, tugging you closer to him.