Imagine you just got dumped by your boyfriend of 3 years and your are really down
You were sitting in your bedroom looking at photos of you and your ex and sobbing loudly. When you remembered something you stood up from your seat on the floor and walked over to the bathroom, you looked in the drawers until you found the little red box you were looking for. You sat down leaning against the door and pulled out what use to be your bestfriend, your blades. You placed one of them on your wrist and slide it across your skin feeling the pain you longed for, you slide the blade across your wrist a few more times till you heard a voice coming from downstairs "Y/N" someone yells "are you home" you recognise the voice, its Calum. You don't know what to do so you sit on the bathroom floor quiet hoping that he will think your not home. "Y/N I know your here" he says but this time the voice is closer. Cal knocks at the bathroom door "let me in" he whispers through the door knowing that you have done something, it takes you a few seconds to decide on weather or not to let him in. You crawl over to another spot in the bathroom so Calum can let himself in, he slowly opens the door and comes over to you he sits down next to you and notices your wrists he pulls you in for hug and you cry into his chest "im sorry" you whisper through your tears "don't be sorry boo its not your fault" he says wiping away your tears. He looks down at your wrists and notices the blood everywhere "shit" he whispers under his breathe hoping you wouldn't here but you did. He stood up and took a cloth and a bandage from the bathroom cupboard and cleaned up your wrists. He took of his jacket and wrapped it around you, then he carried you over to your bed he climbed in the bed with you and started playing with your hair. "Why does no one like me cal?" You questioned "what do you mean?"
"Why does everyone hate me?" You look up into his eyes "hate you?! I dont hate you, the boys don't hate you, your family don't hate you, your friends don't hate you" he looks at you a little sad "then why dosent anyone love me?" You look away from him "I love you" he whispered "no I mean why does no one love me like he did" he lifts your chin so your looking at him "I do" he says a little clearer "I have loved you since the day I met you, I fell in love with your eyes, your smile, your personality, I fell in love with you. I've wanted to tell you but you were with him and you were happy I didn't want to ruin that. I know you don't feel this way about me but you need to know that no matter what I will always love you and I'm always going to be here for you" you look at him with tears in your eyes you don't know what to say. You have loved cal since the day you met but you never thought he felt the same way so you found someone else. "Cal I..I I don't know what to say" he looks at you and gets a little sad "I...I iloveyoutocal" you manage to spill out. He looks at you with that adorable smile that you love he leans in slowly not knowing whether or not to kiss you you let him know its ok by moving in more then you feel his warm soft lips press to yours. You pull away and press your forehead to his "I love you Y/N" he whispers you giggle at how cute he looks "I love you to cal"
