Imagine you and cal have been together for 6 months and you guys still haven't gone to third bass. Cal always asks you if you guys can get down and dirty but you always tell him your not in the mood but in reality your scared because when you were younger your brother use to touch you and do things to you. Cal dosent know this but you know you have to tell him.
"Hey cal" you yell as you notice the door open
"Hey boo" he replies as he flops down on the lounge next to you and rests his head on your lap
"Are you ok cal" you ask as you notice the slight frown on his lips
"Is it true" he asks "is what true?" you ask confused "what your brother use to do to you?" He asks as he looks at you and you notice the tears in his eyes "ha..how did y..you find out?" You ask trying to figure out who told him "WHEN WERE YOU PLANNING ON TELLING ME THIS" he yells at you "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME" he continues to yell as tears fill your eyes "I'M YOUR BOYFRIEND Y/N I NEED TO KNOW THIS STUFF" that's when you lost it and the tears started flooding out, cal looks at you with a sorrow stained face as he realises he is the reason your crying he sits on the lounge next to you and wraps you in his arms tightly which immediately makes you calm down a little "I'm sorry cal I'm sorry I.. I was going to tell you I..I just didn't know how" you get out through your tears "no no no don't be sorry baby girl it wasn't your fault I understand I just wish you had of told me" he says as he runs his fingers through your hair trying to calm you down "is this why your never 'in the mood'" he asks with a slight smirk on his face, you look down at your hands and simply nod "its ok baby" he places his fingers on your chin and lifts up your head so your looking at him "I need you to talk to me baby so I know how to help you" he quietly says to you as you calm down from your crying fit "ok" you whisper. Cal carrys you up to your bedroom and places you under the covers he pulls of his shirt and lays next to you "talk to me" he whispers in your ear
"On my 5th birthday me and my brother were at home alone watching a movie because my parents were out buying my birthday cake. my brother asked me to go up to his room with him so he could show me something and when I got up their he closed the door, he walked over to me and pushed me onto his bed I didn't know what he was doing so I went along with it. He walked over to me and started to pull down my shorts I kept telling him to stop but he wouldn't listen, he got them off and started rubbing me through my underwear I had no idea what to do, just as he was about to put his hand into my underwear my parents got home. That was the first time" you look at Calum and notice tears in his eyes "you don't have to continue if you don't want to" he whispered to you "no I need to get this out"
"Ok continue on then"
"He continued to touch me until I was 9 I needed to tell someone so I tried to tell my parents but they would never listen anyway three weeks after my tenth birthday my brother came into my room one night and laid in bed with me I tried to get away but he grabbed my arm I was so scared of what was going to happen he just laid there for about 10 minutes until he put his hands in my pants and started rubbing me I started crying and tried to scream but he covered my mouth he got ontop of me and started to unbuckle his pants and pull of his underwear" you stopped and started to cry as Calum layed their trying to make you feel better "he raped me cal my own brother rapped me" you get out through your tears "shhh baby I know I know its ok" he whispered soothingly onto your ear "he continued to do that until I was 15 I tried to stop him but he was so much older and stronger then me eventually I new I had to do something so I went to the police I showed them the bruises on my body and my brother was arrested I had night mares about him every night until I met you" you tell him as he looks into your eyes "I feel safe when im with you like nothing can hurt me"
He looks into your eyes with a smile "that's because I would never let anyone hurt you ever" you layed still on Cals chest for a good hour until you looked up at him and whispered "I'm ready"
