Twenty Four 1/2 kisses💋 Part 2

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This has been the hardest day, I feel like a caged bird that is not allowed to fly out in the open. Lately I've been longing, frustrated, sad, and angry for Bass and at me. Everything that is happening now, it reminds me of a poem I read in my Spanish class when I was in 9th grade in high school.

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( I hope you guys can get what I'm trying to say in this poem. I'm not a very good writer at writing poems so my apologies but I hope you can understand it.)

Don't Kiss:

I know very well that you are leaving and you do not think to speaking

And that at least you pretend never to return

But love let me bless you

Because that's life and I know you'll come back

That the time has come when you want to fly

And compare other kisses and other ways of loving

I am human and I understand

I do not stop your yearning to test your freedom

I know the existing of someone else who is looking for your love

That is something normal

That you are in your right

And I can't avoid it

But don't kiss him like you kissed me

But don't ever touch him like you touched me

Well, I never kiss anyone else like I kissed you

Like when I have stumble around

But don't look at him like you looked at me

Never caress him like you caresed me

For your sake I say it because if you do

You will remember me

Maybe you think I'm crazy for thinking like this

For letting you leave and get away from me

But love you forget that you are mine

And your departure is only part of living

I know there is someone else who is looking for your love

What is normal

That you are in your right

And I can't help it

And even if I let you go I still love you

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I got a call from my business partners that we were having a meeting at Madison Square Garden. I went to the meeting and stayed for the game and checked on the team. I had Nine with me, and like always he always goes with me whenever I have any partners meeting and sometimes he'll stay for the game. I walked down the meeting room into the court, it was half time and walked towards my seat behind the court. I'm greeted by the coach and some of the players, and Nine sat next to me.

I started to look around the court, for some reason I was feeling uneased, earlier when I was going to the meeting I thought I saw Bas, but I know Bas, he doesn't like this kind of event. 

I started to  look  around the court and looked on the other side of the court where the Spurs were sitting at. I had to adjust my vision to see the person that was walking back to his seat. It was that famous photographer from the Times Magazine. I follow him with my gaze and try not to be so obvious. Nine was talking to me, but I was not putting any attention on the conversation and that's when I saw him. I saw Bas and FUCK!!!... He looked gorgeous and again he made my heart skip a beat, but why did he look like he saw a ghost?

Why is he with that fucking guy again, is Bas dating him? 

When that Max guy sat next to him his expression changed. He got his beautiful smile back, he actually looks like he's enjoying himself. 

Why the fuck was he holding his hands with that guy?  They were having a conversation, he smiled, He looked like he was having fun. At  that moment I noticed that Nine kept on patting me on the knee and kept being extra clingy and flirtatious.

FUCK!!!...

I was going crazy seeing Bas with someone else made me mad. I had a pretty good idea of what I was going to do the next day at the gym. (Oh, my dear Copter have you ever heard the saying that say that you attract more bees with honey😉🙄)

I saw the Max guy pointed at the KissCam, I could see that Bas was smiling. Why did they put that song, I Kiss A Boy by Jupither, that song every time I hear it takes me back to the first time I kissed Bas. The only thing I didn't 

Nine snap me out of my thoughts when he told me that the KissCam was pointing at good looking gay couple. I heard the crowd chanting KISS HIM!! KISS HIM!! KISS HIM!!  It was hard to see Bas kissing some other guy that it wasn't me. FUCK!!!...FUCK!! It hurts my heart seeing him with someone else. He's mine!! 

I had to get out of there, I was hurting and my heart was breaking. I stood up and left, Nine was right at my tail when he stopped me and asked me what was going on. I was so mad that I almost made the same mistake again. I lost control of my own self and Nine was not going to get hurt again. I told him it was nothing that I had forgotten something important at the office. I drove him to his house and left, he even invited  me to stay, I couldn't, I needed to be alone. 

I have not lost a battle in a war, and this war is not over. One way or another I will win him over. But I have to get rid of my obstacle first. I'm a man that uses strategies to win my battles.

But tomorrow is another day.

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UPDATE

Hello my dear readers, here is another update. Sorry it's taking a little too long but I'm trying to make it one update a week at least for right now. I hope you enjoy it. Thank you for your votes and Comments, I appreciate them. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you all my dear readers. Stay healthy, stay safe, wear your mask.🌹❤❤

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