It's been yearsA feeling I've had for years
So suddenly awakes in my heart
It scares me to no end
I'm unsure of what to do with this new ache in my chest
Do I follow through
Or do I ignore what my heart is telling me
I'm unsure
And I am scared of the outcome
For years ago
It ended with a broken heart and endless fears
Yet here I am
Crawling back to the pain
Begging for it to engulf me
Just to feel the love
Even if just for a split second
What am I to do
With this ache?
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Pillow Poetry
PoetryA mesh of my mind and my heart trying to talk at the same time. I hope you enjoy my jumbled thoughts and trauma dump.